TyCat7

@tycat7.bsky.social

She/her, 33, gray-ace pansexual, atheist, furry, AFAB, OCD+limerence

I guess there are times where I just don't get it. Friends are supposed to make me less lonely? Being surrounded by people? I need to meet MORE people?! I have over 800 friends on Facebook! You know how many I've had feelings for out of all them? Probably like 3. Stop making me feel broken!

Been feeling down again. I look around the work room floor every night to see everyone else always seems to have someone to talk to at all hours. Really makes me feel left out. Even when I have co-workers who'll share interests with me. I decided to get back on Barq. Facebook dating still misses.

Probably didn't help that due to my change of schedule for GO Fest, I worked 9 nights in a row, and on my very next off day, I slept for what felt like 20 hours (due to fragmented sleep). I've actually been thinking of Facebook dating again, but finding someone my type around here is rare.

I know I skipped my meds, and limerence slipped into my dreams yet again, but the concept of the dream always remains desirable despite being unrealistic. The idea of your LO reaching over you so closely enough that you press your head against her. I really hate my mental state's ability to torment.

I swear a good reason why I struggle with attraction is cause the people around here are more concerned with conformity. Too many people are afraid of being too different in a red state, and when they see me being myself, they hate me for it. I just want a butch woman who will love me as is.

Success! FINALLY got logged back into Facebook. It still doesn't work well at all on my main phone, but I was able to log back on my older phone I reserved for Pokemon GO. It works fine ON AN OLDER PHONE. 🤦‍♀️ Nothing makes sense anymore.

I took a change of schedule for Pokemon GO's Global GO Fest. As a result, I have a 9 day work week ahead of me. Last night was day 6. Just 3 more days! Tonight should be the easiest, but the next 2 nights are gonna suck.

Me trying to find other reasons to go to Chicago since I wasn't planning on going to MFF: Me: I was wondering what else to do if I went to go see the Pokemon exhibit at the Field Museum. Others: If you're into museums, there's. *tune out the rest* Me: I'm NOT into museums! I'm into Pokemon! 😒

The nerve of this guy! I got to venting about scalpers, and this co-worker of mine starts DEFENDING THEM! Then, when I tell him that people have been dying over Pokemon (Japan and Chile), he starts LAUGHING. I ask him if he thought death was funny. He said it was funny cause it was "Pokemon."😒🤬

BlueSky: Sorry, Mississippi. Your state sucks, and you can't access the app on your Wi-Fi. Me on my data plan: Oh no? Watch this. (Data through either NOLA or Atlanta or something).

I changed my off days for next week so I could fully participate in the Pokemon Global GO Fest. However, I'll be working the next 9 nights afterwards.

My dad casually tried getting me into bird watching. The stray cat? We call her Tippy. She loves hanging around us, but my mom's allergic, so IDK if we'll ever be able to house her permanently.

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Well, Facebook isn't working for me. Guess I'll have to get my news and Pokemon updates here in the meantime. I uninstalled to reinstall just for it to error at log in.