Dan Griswold

@violalogian.bsky.social

Theologian, violist, knower of things and spinner of plates. I strive against chaos. Trying to overcome false dichotomies: heart and head, Baroque and Romantic, Schleiermacher and Barth. More Bach please, and Brahms. And DSCH too.

I recently added this "positive declaration" to a personal list: I will remind myself that I don't have to chase after unavailable people. This is so hard! Habits born out of pain & abandonment +learned over decades can't be unlearned overnight. The fear: that if I don't chase, I won't be loved.

There will *always* be a market for prejudice. Even in churches. They may lose some members who can't any longer abide the hypocrisy and thinly veiled hate, but anti-gay churches will be fine. (Or "fine.") They'll continue, or even increase.

I'm not typically an anniversary person (except for wedding, obvs). But I was reminded (by FB) that today is the 15th anniv. of my Ph. D. graduation. Such a mix of feelings in all this: pride, regret, loss, gratitude. And just 10 days ago a colleague was like "Oh, I didn't know you had that!" 🙄

"So Simon Peter went aboard and hauled the net ashore, full of large fish, a hundred fifty-three of them, and though there were so many, the net was not torn." John 21:11. I'm a net. And I'm about to tear.

Great, another email asking for detailed information. I expect it will likewise take almost an hour to answer and that, again, I will never receive acknowledgement of my response (much less thanks).

Another concert in the books, to be repeated tomorrow night. Bloch Concerto Grosso no. 1, and a world premiere symphony by a local composer. Glad to be section principal, as it gives me the opportunity to hone skills. Grateful for my fellow violists.