lot of people been, for whatever reason, checking my xiv search info and dm'ing me to say they agree, which is weird because i didn't expect anyone to even see it to begin with.

need a place to yap but am not gonna be following nearly as many people so probably pointless. on the other hand my entire life is now completely pointless so fuck it.

been off bsky a month(ish) and don't really miss it. was just too much a stream of others' consciousness but also a constant reminder of how fucked my life has become by comparison to everyone around me. been doing about as bad as i ever have been. not really seeing any way forward anymore.

I am now following absolutely nobody and do not intend to post anything else on this website. It is a shithole that just fucking sucks the joy out of every second I spend using it instead of literally anything else. I came to this conclusion after seeing some reposts that just made me do this.

nope i checked bsky again and it did not spark joy. fuck this website

fuck fireworks

It's time.

nadia made some salmon fillets today and wow eating real fresh meats is good

my friend @lillypanda.bsky.social gave me her old 3DS and it was a mistake for everyone. i didnt realize the goofy parcel signature i used in phantom hourglass would reappear after the credits accompanied by this jovial scene

I actually don’t care what the founding fathers would say about the present and I don’t think you should either

am attempting to install ffxi to give it a shot since i was intrigued by the XIV raid series and i cannot even get it to let me fuckin log in. what arcane horse shit is this

A2

someone is setting off fireworks on the fucking 3rd and im going to lose my shit

anyway i still havent played deltarune past ch3 im just reeling at the deluge of ridiculous horse shit being said about it.

the response to ch5 convinced me that some people get into theorycrafting not to pass time but because they cant fuckin read and the only way to engage with the text is to decode things that are in plain english, which, again, they cant read. i feel like that cant be stressed enough

Heeey! So the Australian government decided to be very cool and raised the cost of a visa without warning by 2000 dollars. Which means that now I literally cannot afford my partner visa. Help a girl out, if you can 💙

Nina@zeitgeistmistress.bsky.social · 6mo ago

Hey Bluesky! Do you want to help a trans woman move to a safe place so she can be with her loved ones? Boy do I have an opportunity for you! I continue raising money to cover all the immigration expenses (and there's a lot of them) ko-fi.com/zeitgeistmis... Donations and reposts are appreciated 💙

have got to stop reading the opinions of other people. digital solipsism is the only sane option

think soon am also just gonna purge the account so its just art. or ill forget. probably forget

i think if i can make it to 40 ill be surprised at this point lol. body has to look like shit in there

i think the internet was a mistake because people just post idiotic and patently insane shit with no consequences

Terra Branford doodle

i will not go back to playing sf6 but i will buy tifa and mess around because its tifa.

yet again feeling like im not supposed to be alive

久しぶりにミリちゃん描いた #Bloodstaiend

to whoever suggested we consult wikipedia for the strategies to labyrinth of the ancients please make sure you join all of my parties in the future so you can regale us with more awesome and useful shit

Horrid realization "cozy" is just a marketing euphemism for "girl games" now. All of these games of completely different genres are cobbled together under one marketing term to mean "as opposed to boy video games (normal video games, the default)"