just been laying on the floor staring up at the ceiling for hours

loser lesbian

just needed to sit outside in the rain and eat fruit salad apparently

the dichotomy between saying some shit like this and then immediately being overwhelmed by suicidal ideation for hours

wolfie 🏳️‍⚧️🦴@wolfiebarkz.bsky.social · 9h ago

really gotta lock in on taking care of myself better because like I don't eat regularly or properly, I don't exercise regularly, I've gotten really bad about being consistent with my hrt I just gave up and let shit build for too long and I really gotta do something about it

really gotta lock in on taking care of myself better because like I don't eat regularly or properly, I don't exercise regularly, I've gotten really bad about being consistent with my hrt I just gave up and let shit build for too long and I really gotta do something about it

Big Cawk

Romeo Dandy, Insufferable Chevalier@sleepydawgs.bsky.social · yesterday

Yall sleeping on Big Walk porn

must kiss a girl. maybe even more than one perhaps

need to play this shit with queer people

wolfie 🏳️‍⚧️🦴@wolfiebarkz.bsky.social · yesterday

oh shit big walk dropped today

spiderman induced ego death

oh shit big walk dropped today

filled with so much joy and whimsy rn I just had a conversation with a lady cardinal by whistling to her

it was even better the second time (and sober this time) I need to talk to somebody about this movie I have so many more thoughts on it

wolfie 🏳️‍⚧️🦴@wolfiebarkz.bsky.social · 2d ago

seeing spiderman again tomorrow because wtf else am i doing with myself and also tickets are $6 on tuesday

miss being collared :(

seeing spiderman again tomorrow because wtf else am i doing with myself and also tickets are $6 on tuesday

gotta lock in and actually take decent care of myself while I'm home alone and off of work for the next 10 days so I don't slip into the pattern where I neglect myself because others aren't around to make me worry about worrying them

need a little dog day

only need two more giadrome claws and also I got a full set of battle armour W

wolfie 🏳️‍⚧️🦴@wolfiebarkz.bsky.social · 3d ago

fuckkkkk i forgot that in the old monster hunter games with the zones that if you kill the monster too close to the transition points you just can't carve it L

fuckkkkk i forgot that in the old monster hunter games with the zones that if you kill the monster too close to the transition points you just can't carve it L

used to do story time and read cute books to my ex's little alters all the time and today for a children's tea I had to do story time for a group of kids and uhm,,,,,, fucking ow my heart hurts a lot

hate crying before work

too much thinking too late at night

helicopter event occurred but car has been acquired

trying to remember how to play project zomboid after like a year plus of not really touching it and it seems I am being punished for giving my character a nicotine addiction by depriving me of a lighter in loot

gotta get my joy and whimsy back I am tired of being jaded and feeling unloved

hmm maybe talking to people about my feelings is helpful even if it makes me so unbelievably uncomfortable that I'd rather rip my own throat out

all these damn therapists are useless not a single one has been able to say or do anything to help with my grief surrounding the DID aspect of me and my ex's related

will be going and seeing spiderman again because my first time watch was ruined by 1. Being sick (I masked up) and 2. All I could think about for hours afterwards is how badly I wanted to share my excitement with them because I made spiderman OUR thing

SPIDERMAN SPIDERMAN SPIDERMAN I AM FILLED WITH JOY AND WHIMSY I LOVE SPIDERMAN THE MOVIE WAS WONDERFUL

holy shit a stable version of build 42 dropped for project zomboid today never thought i'd see the day

hate my dumb stupid big gay heart for still loving you.