not me crying because of what i ate today. and it wasn't even a binge, just normal eating my god, kill me
Dolly ♡
@xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social
♡mixed race girlie ♡ ♡23♡ 163cm/5'4 - sw: 63kg cw:5?kg lw:48.95kg gw: 45kg ugw: 43kg ♡pro recovery♡ ♡minors/nonedsky dni♡ I post disordered content so trïgg3r wärning! New backup: @stardustdolly.bsky.social
Hi chat 🕺🏽 Locking in hard mode has occurred :) Already seeing my ribs way more and feeling way more like myself :3 I want a tiny model physique SO BAD. I had to start resing stricter because my body genuinely started to ruin my day when i wasnt even doin nothin body related 💀 How is everyone? :3
Eating 7,000,000cal and then chugging a cold green tea makes it 0cal btw Source ~ because i said so
Yall i tried on an old c0spl4y of mine last week and the zip wouldnt even touch in the middle WITH my brother trying to hold it together 🫠 BUTTTT SOOO I LOCKED IN HARDDDDD THIS WEEK (a wake up call to say the least) ANDDDD IT ZIPPED UP FINE THIS MORNING WITHOUT EVEN NEEDING HELP 😝😝😝😝
Lowkey stood with my knees together and my upper thigh fat dimpled and folded down from being pressed together 😀 Ive been so out of control. Gained like 10kg since November 😀 Why cant i give my best to my bf? Why did i make myself ugly just when ive found the love of my life? He deserves more :(
When you have foodpoisoning 😝🤩 .....But you have food poisoning 🥹🫠
☆．。．:*･ﾟ Starting a high res lifestyle!．。．:*･ﾟ☆ Hoping to work my way down to my lw and lower by keeping my median cals around 1k everyday! Noticing a huge difference and dramatic loss after just two weeks :3 Lets keep going! ☆彡Accountability thread☆ミ
I want to be a 6 year old girl hanging off my moms hand forever
Dang i wasnt the only moot that went missing :( I hope everyones okay So many innactive accounts :(
Hi chat 😩 Sorry for disappearing like that 🥹💔 I was just in the depths of shame about my body and my eating habits BUT i feel back in control. My bf is absolutely amazing and so supportive. He understands how much i dislike my body but is worried (ofc) so he's made me promise to not go below 1k 🥹
So i got back from my mini vacay and its good to see myself back in familiar mirrors, EXCEPT I STILL LOOK SO DIFFERENT BUT SURELY 4 DAYS CANT DO THAT? Anyways I immediately took water flush/anti bloat pills, night time fat burners AND lax in one gulp 💀✋🏽 Sumn gone work TONIGHT
E3des are being on a beautiful sp4nish island for 4 full days, the beach at your doorstep, the sun out- and not being able to enjoy it for more than 10 minutes because you hate your body so much.... This dis0rder is hideous.
Like i rlly just got told that i cant dislike MY OWN BODY outloud because im perceived as skinny 😀????????? "I barely eat to get to a bigger size than that" LIKE IM NATURALLY THIS SIZE? IM STARVING MYSELF BRO WHAT????
Dolly ♡@xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 5mo agoWHEN I CLARIFIED, I DONT THINK THE SIZE IS BIG, I WAS JUST UPSET AT POTENTIALLY BEING VIEWED AS BIGGER THAN I AM??? WHAT This the energy twt losers have when they stumble across a low BMI bodycheck person who doesnt like their own body. Im so annoyed rn 😭💀
Someone just asked if my clothing size was two sizes higher than it is (they dk women's sizes) and i went to a friend to vent who KNOWS i have an ed and body dismorphia. I was upset saying "am i seen as two sizes bigger than i am?" Because obviously with dismorphia i heavily rely on numbers-
My body starting to hurt real bad....ykw what that means......THE RES IS WORKING AND MY BODY IS EATING ITSELFFFFF 🗣️🗣️💥💥💥
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Guys i cant tell if my cravings are just cravings or if im actually hungry :( I just rlly wanna eat :((( But i cant have been doing 10k for 3 mornings in a row and eating under 1000cals just to give into craving right? :/
Skinny persisted yet again 😩 Im already starting to look more like myself again :3
Dolly ♡@xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 5mo agocant think of anything I'd rather do LESS than get up in a few hours and walk another 10k. but alas, a lock in is a lock in
cant think of anything I'd rather do LESS than get up in a few hours and walk another 10k. but alas, a lock in is a lock in
SUCCESSFULLY DIDNT EAT JUST DRANK WATER AND HAD A BREATH MINTTTT YUHHHHHH IM UNSTOPPABLE
Dolly ♡@xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 5mo agoGuys what do i do if my man wants to eat with me later when ive already eaten 😩 My brain wants to use it as an excuse to eat and take the opportunity because im hungry but im NOT walking 10k just to ruin it 💔💔💔💔
Guys what do i do if my man wants to eat with me later when ive already eaten 😩 My brain wants to use it as an excuse to eat and take the opportunity because im hungry but im NOT walking 10k just to ruin it 💔💔💔💔
discipline is so hard when you're in constant burnout
MORNING MY SMOKED SALMONS! HOW ARE WE? ٩( 'ω' )و Im eating beautiful to be beautiful 🥰 and steppy steppin :3
Successfully restricted today moots :D Heres hoping I can get my chubby ass up in the morning and hop right back onto that walking pad 😩 GOODNIGHTTTT ILY ALL
Guys im retaining water SO BADLY Like ik i cant have gained this starkly compared to what i looked like a week ago? I tried on all my new clothed for my holiday and i looked so chubby and terrible in everything i genuinely felt my heart break :/ I cant keep looking this way 😞
10k and a sladdd omaddd ft a cookie Speedrunning getting seggsy again 😩 Gotta make up for lost time
Dolly ♡@xdolly-delicatex.bsky.social · 5mo agoGOODMORNING MY CUPS OF NOODLES HOW ARE WE ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ Im back on my walking pad for the first time in almost a year. Lets geddittt
GOODMORNING MY CUPS OF NOODLES HOW ARE WE ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ Im back on my walking pad for the first time in almost a year. Lets geddittt