Abyssal Pen

@abyssalpen.bsky.social

Voice Actor and Streamer, trying to make a name for myself in entertainment. Hope you'll enjoy the content I put out. Level 28 Wasteland Nightmare Chimera. https://twitch.tv/ClockworkAbyss

I desperately need everyone to understand your ego is an essential part of your identity & knowing your strengths is not inherently arrogant, modesty is at its core performative & self-actualization comes from balancing the best & worst parts of yourself not pretending one or the other doesn't exist

Folks please try to support your streamers outside of the Twitch Ecosystem which eats 50%, via Kofi patreon/Merch/Art and more I often Recommend people get Twitch Turbo for Ad Free Viewing, its the cost of 2 Subs, but If Twitch Keeps going down this AI Road, I wont be anymore. #vtube #vsky #kofi

Folks, Consider the following.
Buy Twitch Turbo, (its the cost of two subs) and then take all the money you were going to spend that month on Twitch subs, and just support your favorite streamers on their KOFI or Patreon, on anything outside of the Twitch Ecosystem.
The Split is ALWAYS going to be better for the Streamer.
Kofi is a 90%+ Split in your streamers favor, AND they see the money the same day you send it, and if its a monthly sub as soon as it renews.
If they don't have something outside of the Twitch Ecosystem, you can still sub on Twitch, Turbo doesn't prevent it.
I am going to be moving all my channel emotes to BTTV, So the Only remaining enticement for Twitch subs is the Ad Free Viewing.
I offer other things outside of Twitch like:
• FREE Stickers and Fridge Magnets each month, (Supporters only pay shipping)
• Supporters names on the Starting and Ending Screens,
• Special discord sections for work in progress and supporter feedback
• Folks at the higher support tiers ($10) get their own custom redeems that only they can use, or if they want anyone can use. 
• Discounts in my Merch shop for Kofi Subs (Merch is $5 cheaper, because they are already supporting me) 
• Special Kofi !commands that only Kofi Subs can use and ($3 and higher) 
• My Emotes have a cute/cool sound for Kofi Subs, at any support level.

Sadly Twitch is only going to keep raising prices. Start making sure people can support you outside of the Twitch Ecosystem.

I've been making changes in my personal life that I haven't spoken very publicly on, but one thing I do want to be public is that my close friends call me Bea now. And if any of you want to call me Bea or B, that would make me very happy. <3 But no pressure, I won't be upset if I hear Martin.

Movements love survivors, at least certain kinds of survivors. The inspirational survivor. The grateful survivor. The survivor whose trauma can be packaged into a fundraising campaign. But the moment survivors become politically inconvenient support has a way of evaporating.

Today is gonna be a rough one. Be sure that you reach out to people. I know that it can be hard, but you never know. Today could be your last chance to talk to them. To talk to me. For anyone to talk to you. You don't want to lose those moments. Trust me.