Becky Allen

@allreb.bsky.social

Writer, human, generally a little anxious. Lover of bright colors and brunch. Nonbinary; they/them. http://beckyallenbooks.com

I enjoy our Jazz Clarinet Neighbor, who is currently practicing (jazzy) scales and has been playing a ton recently! Sadly it does not mix well with my neighborhood's constant Mr Softee background track.

A youtuber I enjoy just did an ad read for a ... psychic talk app? I genuinely thought it was a parody for a few seconds. So, no. I've liked a lot of her stuff, but psychics are predatory, a "psychic app" is probably AI, and I just can't. Alas, unsubscribed.

this is EXACTLY what they teach you to do in those anti-ICE trainings btw; demand a warrant, tell the people inside they don't need to open the door, make a huge fucking racket to get tons of witnesses and neighbors outside, and record the whole thing

Ugh, the first draft of a climactic action sequence 😫 I know I will improve it with revision but for now it's so awkward and terrible as I try to figure out the main beats and where characters are relative to each other. Feels bad!! But on the other hand I'm SO close to the end of the first draft!!

I decided to spend the summer reading a bunch of books I've bought over the last year or two that have been sitting on the shelf, not letting myself buy more or check out from the library. It's going okay, but wow my library "saved for later" list has GROWN.

I feel weird putting in a big-ish PTO request when a) I just got back from PTO and b) I'm still pretty new at this job, but on the other hand, the job is unlimited PTO and I refuse to let that be a trap where I take less than I would have otherwise.

Two wolves inside me. The first wants to enter my company's summer hydration challenge because I already drink 8+ glasses of water a day so why not enter a raffle for it; the second doesn't want to give my employer any additional data about my life or health because it's none of their business.

A thing I am thinking about today, as I'm ludicrously exhausted: in general it's less tiring to do virtual meetings than to travel for them, plus I can wear sweatpants and then hole up and be an introvert in the evening instead of being social at a team dinner. HOWEVER-

Update from the Cape: we still have an air quality alert on, but at least for the moment, the sun is bright and the sky is blue, which is a nice change after two days of orange haze!