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@allstarkgs.bsky.social

vent acc. 21 she/her

found old bcs from my lw. funny thing is that time passes anyway, people come and go and responsibilities grow. i'm forever thankful for this law of the universe. the girl in this photo could never accomplish or experience what i can now, and i pity her for that

i'm unsure if the copious amounts of stimulants hallucinogens and depressants ingested during my formative years stunted me on a molecular level or if I've unlocked direct communication with god. I'll think about this further on my deathbed

this fucking disorder is something else bc like. I'm eating 1400cals/day. but if im eating that much i have to only drink water for the rest of my life now, right? i have to have a 40g limit on sugar and it has to come from fruit only. my macros have to be perfectly balanced