I'm so tired of this why can't I be so pretty that people will treat me normal no matter what I do!! I wake up at 5am and spend 2 hours trying to look like a normal person and then I go the whole day sitting alone while some people just think it's soooo fun to talk bad about others I hate everyone!

Pleas just let me die!!! I don't want to try again just to fail and feel even worse than before!!

Oh wow now I just feel hollow I Hate this I hate everybody!! I hate that stupid girl and her little friends!! I hate her I hate her she's such a bad person!! I hope she'll suffer a lot of guilt for the rest of her life!

Can't stop crying 😢 my bear plushie is all wet now when do I stop crying I wish I'd die right this moment

🤣 i need to lose weight

99 days clean but I suddenly got such a big urge to relapse come on!!! At least wait till tomorrow why now! It's the first week of school and I already want to ask if I can stay home because I'm scared of that bully 😓

I feel like none of these fit to the thighs I want to wear something shorter but I can't find anything that looks good togheter 😓

My new physics teacher came to me in my break and said "are you from here? If you need help understanding the text you can ask me. Do you prefer sitting alone? Don't get along with others? Like being quiet? Alright alright" 😓😓😓 hate when that happens make some want to cry

Why are my calves so big what the fuck? They look inflated like a ballin the shape of a hot

small pen doodle.. I swear it looks better in person

😓😓

My bsky is broken

scars😳

I'm loosing all my time for this stupid Ed every single day I just remember what I ate and what I weighed the only hilight of my day is the food and weigh time I don't remember a lot besides food and do nothing but think about my calories I hate this so much I'm wasting my whole life

I found this street on my way home oh my god it's so pretty

I wonder what people do with the drawings I made them I've drawn 6 girls and 2 teachers so far so they throw it in the trash after?

Maintained my weigh. 😓 Still BMI 16.3 is better than what I used to be

I really want to eat bread with cheese and sweet potatoes with chocolate right now I can't sleep I just think of cheese bread and sweet potatoes😢😢😢

What if he gets offended because si drew a few wrinkles 😓😓😓 the face looks a bit sad should I change it? But his eyebrows are just that way

Applelover74 ⋆˚꩜.ᐟ@applelover74-05.bsky.social · yesterday

I drew my new teacher today Ill give it to him on friday 😋

Goodnight 😓

Im such a larp cuz I wanna be skinny but I bearly work out and im always eating. I do nothing to help myself

Doing whatever but killing myself 👌

i hate how my relationship w food is like i eat when im stressed so it calms me but it also stresses me out when i eat it

I drew my new teacher today Ill give it to him on friday 😋

The same guy group said the same shit again "do you have lion babies Linda? Haha" I don't get it just leave me alone what have I done to you guys??? I never even talked to you before!! Horrible people you guys are awful!!

I'm scared of going back to school we had another group project and I was alone again I sit alone all the way in the back in biology class at a row for 8 people I don't want to go back I'm scared!!!

I feel like shit letting her get what she wants (getting my seat) I wish I could do something instead of running away

Applelover74 ⋆˚꩜.ᐟ@applelover74-05.bsky.social · yesterday

I hate people! Today I sat on my usual bench until my bully and her friend came they say so close I mean thigh to thigh close they then stared and laughed at me until I left the bench then whenever I looked back they were stating at me that was so uncomfortable her leg was almost in mine

I hate people! Today I sat on my usual bench until my bully and her friend came they say so close I mean thigh to thigh close they then stared and laughed at me until I left the bench then whenever I looked back they were stating at me that was so uncomfortable her leg was almost in mine

I am FREEZING

Does anyone’s tiktok starts showing some disturbing and creepy videos after scrolling for more than 1 hour