april 👻

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she/her weird videogame enthusiast transfem who writes sometimes.

deltarune crack theory: you meet gaster but he speaks in hands (sign language) and before you can continue you need to demonstrate that you can sign yourself (knowing what toby has said in the past it'll be ASL or JSL only). and you WILL need to turn your camera on for it

i started a kh2 archipelago (multiworld rando) last night. someone can send your game an icecream (item that unlocks twilight town) so its feasible to ask them to get you one and then go "yay thank you for the icecream". littlespace affirming rando...?

im trying to write something about why i love evergrace's soundtrack for a zine, and in researching it i found an upload talking about the cultural appropriative elements of the vocal samples it uses. if only i had a larger word count with which to bring this up... youtu.be/Po4d8sOLRyw

long paragraph:
In an interview with Kota Hoshino, he states that Evergrace's music was inspired by ethnic/folk music. This is a little vague, but further comments show that some voice samples used in  Piercing the Heavens (this song!) from "Q Up Arts: Voices of Native America."

This is a sample CD of so called Native American voices... made by Douglas Spotted Eagle, who is non-Indigenous. And has made his award-winning audio career around appropriating what he believes is Indigenous sounds to make "contemporary ethnic" music.

So, we've got a Japanese composer trying to make ethnic sounding music by using samples from what a white guy thinks Indigenous culture is like. If you enjoy Evergrace's OST like I do, and you love analyzing inspirations for this often abstract incomprehensible music, I suggest you take into mind the layers here. Sure, it's a 20 year old game, but if you're like me and find worth in old strange games, then I hope you'll look at them from all angles, even in the angle of cultural appropriation.

does anyone have some good joy recommendations for someone looking to experience happiness for the first time after a long hiatus from the happiness community

ok so i think barthes' framework does have a critique utility (for example in the inverse case, such as colopale not calling mizuki a trans girl) and his analysis of sarrasine is way longer (in S/Z) but i've always thought starting this essay off with this was really funny

Ada Basilisk, Haunted Doll VTuber@comfybasilisk.bsky.social · 2mo ago

SHUT THE FUCK UP, HOLY SHIT IT'S REAL the essay deadass starts with "it is unknowable through what lens and mentality daisuke operated when he declared that bridget was a girl" i am going to Throw Up

Hanson's grotesque call for monoculture is the logical end point of Albanese's "social cohesion", and shows how Labor has paved the way for One Nation. It'll also be enormously popular — it's an expression of the assimilationist logic that still underpins the settler colony.

after reading other people's entries to the jam i feel motivated to keep trying to grasp at communicating these things even if i get frustrated at being unable to articulate it exactly. and also to boot up my copy of rpg maker vx ace

april 👻@aprilghost.net · 2mo ago

i wrote some words for #manifestojam2026 about how games should be inscrutable. i don't think i can properly explain my thoughts on this concept better than this april-ghost.itch.io/inscrutable-...