Aya Sakate

@astralbelle.bsky.social

Crow or Aya, either works ❤️ 30 ❤️ indigenous ❤️ Queer AF ❤️ Disabled Voice actress, seamstress, writer, artist... I have many hats. And I am very tired.

So a few months ago, before I left Toronto, the guy at the Pet valu gave me a huge bag of cat food. Haven't had to buy one since. Except now I've found the bottom of the bag. And I need more. Of course this happens when I'm almost out of money.

I have internet again. Hurray! We ordered a new microwave... but it comes on the 11th so i have to figure out what to eat until then... not hurray. But aya! just cook food on stove! YOU try cooking after a day of unpacking, see how YOU feel. orz

We've finally moved to our own place! Unfortunately it's missing a lot of essentials, like a microwave. So maybe consider getting some plushies from me? They're on my ko fi store!

So re: my radio play. There's so many things I would need to get it done that it feels herculean a task. I want to do this, but life's like "nah." it makes doing anything really discouraging.

I really don't want to give up on my dream of making this radio show a reality. But I've got to face the facts- even if I did finish it somehow, no one would listen. It's a lost cause anyways orz

I'm having so much fun with beading... I am also struggle buggling because I don't know what I am doing and I CAN NOT understand youtube videos. I don't know what it is. maybe my autism? but I can't LEARN from videos.

My roommate, after I just paid for new glasses: hey we gotta pay the storage unit for a week extra Me: ok! My roommate: we got to pay it on Saturday. ... I get paid next Friday. I has no moneys. Sob.

So Dump is raising tariffs again, this time to 50%. I need to go to my storage unit and ship out the rest of my plushies that have sold before that happens... and find the funds to do so somehow orz

If I had a nickel for every indigenous scientist I have, I'd have two nickels. Which is not a lot, but considering they're both my TTRPG girls.... it's weird it happened twice. (I just like subverting the idea that we're scientifically illiterate savages.)

I just had the most frustrating and disheartening conversation so I want to make myself clear-- Writing, music, art, code, I don't care. I do NOT support AI. I do not want to work with people/on projects that use AI in anyway. I do not support people who use AI, even as a placeholder.

I saw a post like "you're capable of making your life better" and... I agree, there are a lot of things people are capable of doing! being kind, learning and improving skills, ect ect. But there are also things people can't control that might make their lives miserable. It's like...

You know what, fuck it. We'll have artfight at home. SHOW ME YOUR OCS. Your characters. Your babies. Get a shitty drawing of them from yours truly. Free of cost! I just want to doodle and make friends.

I wish i could have participated in art fight, because nothing sounds more appealing than drawing for people, making friends, and getting art of my little blorbos in return. Unfortunately I am not confident enough in my art to do something like that, and I am not reliable. in unrelated news...