bearberrythief 🔞

@bearberrythief.bsky.social

30/ he/him / bisexual/ trans Tumblr native who barely knows how this works

I will not post. Posting is the mind-killer. Posting is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will uninstall bksy. I will vent to my husband. And when it is passed, I will reinstall. Where the posting of takes is finished, there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

When I was much younger and much less thoughtful, I was so inspired by someone else's work that I made something that, in retrotspect, was bordering on plagiarism. The artist saw this, said hey, you ripped me off, and I took it down in shame. Despite how much I wanted to protest over the differences

shout out to all the artists trying to pay the bills and grappling with that feeling of desperation and uncertainty while trying to maintain creative fluency and a hopeful outlook that maybe “today will be the day things get a tiny bit easier”