the problem is, i give a fuck about pretty much everything
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She/her, student, mom, video game enthusiast, Greek mythology fan, cat owner, ADHDer (expert? enthusiast, I don't know, I have it and I talk about it a lot) and all around klutz
Tell me why women are so often in charge of the mechanics in the home (today's issue, getting my daughter her ID) I'm fine with being in charge of things, but guess what? 0% of the stuff is in my name. I need to have two documents showing where I live (like bills) but it's all addressed to my hubby
I love reading Pina's comics because they make me feel less alone. It's the same feeling I get from watching @catieosaurus.bsky.social and @howtoadhd.bsky.social talk about their struggles with neurodivergency. <3
I've made a comic explaining ADHD & Hormones but never shared how much it (+PMDD) wrecks me in daily life. Pre-order the graphic novel here linktr.ee/adhdalien/ , Info-Comic about Hormones & ADHD in comments
Hi! I'm having a really crummy day. I forgot to communicate something to Yoshi which messed up some plans for the day, and I just feel off kilter. I want to lay down and just cry. I slept like shit. I took most of yesterday off, so I don't feel like I can take today off at all.
I'm sure my day isn't terribly interesting. I am doing all this sans medication. So... It's a little peek into my struggles I guess.
I finally picked up some laundry and started soaking some laundry in vinegar to help with the smell.
Laundry is folded and despite knowing the next step... I am frozen
So I didn't tell you guys BUT I FINISHED RE2! Like I did the A and B scenarios! I feel pretty good about that! I could discount how I didn't have to worry about ammo (because I paid for the unlimited ammo items) and that I was playing on the easiest mode and all that jazz but...
The world is on fire, and things are stupid BUT LOOK HOW EFFING CUTE THIS IS, YOU GUYYYYYYYYYYYS
First post! Princess Daisy in her oasis outfit from Mario Kart World. I loved this piece from start to finish and I'm really proud of it!
I just want to add my voice to millions. Dolly Parton was an amazing lady. She always was looking for ways to reach out and pull people up. She was the epitome of women helping women. She was so much good in a dark world. <3 RIP Dolly. I hope we can continue to life up others like you did.
Pina is an amazing artist who has helped me understand my adhd (and others!) better. The thing about ADHD is that it can effect others differently. While my ADHD isn't just like Pina's, I can appreciate and learn her work. I think Everyone should get this book!
I'm already endlessly yapping about it to all of my friends, apologies in advance. Pre-order: linktr.ee/adhdalien/
I am watching some Marvel films, and at this point I am wondering "Why would anyone want to live in NYC with all the crap that happens there?" Listen, I grew up with stories of NYC in the 70's and 80's and I'm like "Nah this seems worse"
In other news (while my code checks are running) I have thought about how only expressing joy leaves no room for sadness. Like if we only express joy, people who are feeling sadness (or mad, or whatever) feel like they can't express it or they're bringing the vibe down. and vice versa.
Time for another relaxing day of carrying the mental load for my household. AKA: Real life Sims. Join me as I push my kids around my house as if they are little automatons with no thought to their own wellbeing. Be amazed as I remind them 30 times a day to eat, take their meds, do their chores
I need to finish a task, but instead of feeling motivated by my looming deadline, I feel wildly depressed. I wish I understood my brain better. I feel just as mystified as anyone else
In other news: I have been considering (again) streaming. My life is coding, and applying for jobs. I even considered doing a "Posting a video everyday until I get a job" situation, but hey, I could get a job. I could work at Wendy's or something (no Shade to Wendy's or any place like that. fr fr)
My brain says: "lets eat!" my body says: "ok but like why?" .... then it says "Ok I think we might puke" then my brain says: "Ok but like too full or too empty?" and my body says: "I dunno?" This has been an ongoing issue my whole life. I wish I knew. I never know.
Insights from a t2d (recently diagnosed) I eat too much. I miss carbs. Everything I want to eat is carbs. Yes, I can have carbs, but not in the amount I want.
I was feeling really hopeful about my last two interviews. But alas I was wrong. I guess it's time to keep on trying.
Oooh a trend I can hop on! Introduce yourself as what almost killed you: Hi, I'm pre-eclampsia, a set of two front steps, and/or walking through the wilderness of Wyoming with no water in the middle of summer.
I'm trying to be patient but like... people, could you please tell me you want more interviews from me. I am really good at my work. I promise. 😭😭😭😭
Strengths: works well under pressure Weaknesses: doesn’t work otherwise
Was sitting at my desk feeling wistful and anxious and nostalgic, but also tense... and I'm like "man I hate these feelings. it's all too much. Why am I like this? boo ugh, noooo" and then I realized, it's august. I feel like a sack of shit every august. it's time for massive changes...
Uniform pants for kids: Stuff you wear to a uniform school (Private school, some public schools, charter schools, etc) Uniform pants for women: Scrubs. All it is is scrubs.
Crying
ALT: Crying
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Google can we please stop turning on auto play? I hate that I just did a 10 min relaxing video only to have it launch into some else when done and now I'm all tense again...
Straight up silent Hill out here. As the wife and the car passenger here, I feel like I should be worried
I am at my desk, it's pretty early morning. I need to get to the pharmacy. to get meds. I feel frozen. It's stupid how overwhelming a simple task can be. it's just going to the pharmacy...
That time you feel like a salad world really improve your life but all the salads out there might infect you so you just lay in bed and feel like death