Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲
@brigit-dehan.bsky.social
MDI🔞 NSFW POSTS Side account to @djhowler.bsky.social Level: 31 A goofy koopa girl who's in love with a winged yoshi and white wolf, who's known to hide in her shell when scared. Banner and icon made by @djhowler.bsky.social
◇: a bit annoyed that we have to keep putting off getting something, and yeah people would see it as childish that it's annoying to us, but it's something we've loved for a long time and it's more annoying because our father was right
?: the urge to mutilate our body... to cut parts off, to cut parts out of us... feel so grotesque and disgusting... certain things cause us discomfort or outright vomiting... nothing to be done to make it better... just deal and burying the feelings because voicing them would bring issues...
Just been a rough few weeks... losing people close to us and people that ment a lot... mental warzone from everything... just try to make it through today -♧
?: in a VC with our Webcam off and mic muted... crying because we are so tired of how stressed we've been... we're tired of never being able to do thing for ourselves and having to ask every day nearly for something to help us by tossing us money... call it stupid... but tonight we just won't eat
?: we were right... its a "fend for yourself" night and we just want to cry and scream... no money, so tired of begging for help online... just... so tired and drained... we just want to be happy for longer than a few minutes... but that doesn't matter, nothing for us does
Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲@brigit-dehan.bsky.social · last mo.?: fee long like another "fend for yourself" nights... its whatever... been disgusted all day... angry in a way... but so damn tired anymore... we don't even want to join our girlfriend tonight for stream... feel in the wrong for what we've needed... no rest, no relax... just keep moving
?: fee long like another "fend for yourself" nights... its whatever... been disgusted all day... angry in a way... but so damn tired anymore... we don't even want to join our girlfriend tonight for stream... feel in the wrong for what we've needed... no rest, no relax... just keep moving
?: fighting the urge to cry over how we feel... wish things were so different, but they aren't... broke and can't even get out of this house with friends... just wanting to cry over our emotions and hate that we can't be stable anymore... broken and damaged... feel like we aren't worth anything
?: mindlessly play WOW because we can't really do anything else that we wanted... just really wish things were different and weren't an issue... we're so stressed and on edge anymore... feeling like shit for last night and just wish we could get a brake like we need
?: wish things were different... wish things didn't keep throwing road blocks... wish we could just hang out with people, but there's always something to pop up and stop it from happening when we need it most...
Made a post asking for help for my own mental health and sanity, only to get out the door to try and salvage what I can, and be told that the person who had told me five minutes ago that they were willing to drive where I was wanting, suddenly doesn't want to drive that far and throws in my face
?: memories from someone's passing have flooded back, pulling us down... just need to keep going... we weren't permitted to cry or greave those times, we can't now... just have to act like nothing has happen and we aren't hurting... can't do what would fix us, so just have to keep moving...
?: we should be happy with what today is... but just want to cry
Col. Kusanagi (loving the new show - Ghost in the Shell)
?: just, not feel great and feeling like shit... hope I've got enough herb for a few days...
Proven to me time and time again that I don't deserve to feel love or feel the touch of someone who loves me... fine world, I get the point... I'll stay alone and only see my girls... Fuck my mental health, fuck my sanity, fuck how I maybe doing mentally. I'm done fighting... I've learned
Please help.... she's not taking accountability at all... don't know what I'll do...
Jennifer "AlonWoof" Dehan@alonwoof.moe · 3mo agoFuck my boss royally fucked my schedule this week and gave me short hours and to top it off I had to leave early today due to vomiting cause I ate something bad... I'm gonna be short... please help if you can. www.paypal.me/AlonWoof/
No, I know what I actually need... a rage room session... me braking things till everything is out... every ounce of anger and every last tear... Just... not been a good day mentally, and trying to focus or do other things once again isn't working... so tired and burnt out anymore from things...
Wish I had the extra this month... Feel I need a day out doing a few things, but what I want to do, I can't afford... miss when the Arcade wasn't such a luxurious thing...
Some day it was for me... to depressed to actually celebrate or get myself something for the day...
Alice Averlong 🏳️⚧️@alice.averlong.com · 3mo agoIt's International Non-Binary People's Day! Celebrated here, on my Pentium with VGAPride.
Nothing worked today with getting my mind off how I feel... Honestly, I just want to turn everything off and truly be alone like I am here... Can't do or anything to make this better and don't really have the option of leaving for a bit... Just... depressed and tired...
just... both crave and desire to be held physically... I just have to ignore these feelings and press on... the emotions may affect me, but I need to ignore them. Otherwise, I'll just want to curl up and cry for a while...
Feeling tiny and... It's just going to be a strange day. I can already tell with how my emotions are already today
It's International Non-Binary People's Day! Celebrated here, on my Pentium with VGAPride.