probably not making it
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shhh,, don't tell them we found a phone worry not. you are still a child of GOD. it can't even be a person 💜: @cwonus.org
it probably would've been better if we took the risk of doing medicine instead of what we are currently doing.
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i at least had some faith in accurate use of software dev concepts like "YAGNI", "Platform", "agile"but with my current team i think i will basically just be filtering these words out of all conversation going forward
we don't like viewing things as such but it's hard to not view so so many phenomena, even the small ones, as symptoms of social death.
skittish jetblack cat bell on her collar jangling flees into the night
another game breaks my trust on promising deeply emotional exploration of queer traumatic experience not again
are people really acting like they can't think why industrial use of water has consequences it's like people who just say we can build a ton of nuclear reactors and be set, there are no consequences if i like it
maybe it's the season but while the days are fine by the time we go to bed we find ourselves crying sorry just as we're about to fall into sleep and suddenly facing dreams of weak apologies, loss, and a deep, aching, leaden stillness.
chose to play signalis for the first time right before bed to test a laptop I've spent the last two days fixing and we shouldn't have probably,,
we sometimes wonder if we know what a relationship is and if it really matters
idk what it is exactly but some days i just wake up all off and the rest of the day is sleepy and just nothing. which then leads to some existential dread, of mistakes past, present, and future. we dont feel terrible about things but do feel undirected, unrecognized, and alone
girl who gets a "USE" option whenever she interacts with girls
sweet little raquel@computer.fish · 10mo agogirl with an "USE" option when you interact with her
finding out we have some odd anemia going on + low levels of multiple vitamins hoping it might explain some things
getting to live out a nurse-liness by taking sadistic pleasure in injecting my partner with hormones
love screwdrivers that are oddly sharp, we have a few, good for the skin and pressing down just a bit harder easily breaks the tension
napping is great or causes a distinct sense of crisis and instability
we decided to sharply ramp our hrt dosages while switching to enanthate since helping someone try to use undecylate and so far its pretty great. but we were very much underdosing before.
we are weak and easily fall for illusions and it will be the end of us