Tanya

@chronicmyalgice.bsky.social

Dutch | life derailed due to #IBD & #MECFS | sofa bound | wants to raise awareness about post infectious diseases | one of the #MillionsMissing

People heroically say, “I’ve never let my illness define me” Of course illness defines me. If I hadn’t spent 32 years in bed without effective medical attention I would be a completely different person. Healthy people, you live in a different world, you don’t know it until you lose it. #ME #LC

If they had taken ME/CFS seriously from the beginning instead of stigmatizing it — how many of us would have our lives back? It’s really really disturbing. #LongCovid #MECFS #PostViralIllness

María Richardson@diatoma.bsky.social · 2y ago

I finally found a chart I'd been looking for in prep for @johnvsjonvsme.bsky.social Scary Science! 'Replicated Findings in ME/CFS and Long Covid' by German Association for #MECFS. Reduced cerebral blood flow seen in '92, autoantibodies '03, hypometabolism of CNS '98, etc. #GreatestMEdicalScandal

A chart titled 'Replicated Findings in ME/CFS and Long Covid from the German Association for ME/CFS that lists studies that found: reduced cerebral blood flow, endothelial dysfunction, autoantibodies, regional hypometabolism in CNS, decreased systemic oxygen supply, lactate levels, arterial stiffness, platelets and blood clots, etc.

When I was still young and naive I thought that when you get sick, there is a model of a decision tree. You have disease X or Y and there’s treatment A, B or C. You either live or die. Never in my life I imagined there was a disease that has no decision tree whatsoever. #MECFS

I hear you! I reckon it's because if they admit to themselves that we are trying, they have to also admit that it could happen to them - and they wouldn't be able to fix themselves either. And that is too terrifying a reality for most people.

Why is it, that when you’re sick and not getting better, people automatically assume you must be doing something wrong. Nobody says “I see you’re trying so hard”. While we’re trying so hard. #MECFS

People often say “it must be so difficult to let go of all of your future plans” because of being chronically ill. And it is difficult. But what they don’t understand is that it’s even more difficult to survive this specific day. Or even the next hour. #MECFS

The most painful thing about #medicalgaslighting and #medicalPTSD is self-doubt. Am I imagining my disease? Aren’t they right? My own former colleagues (psychologists) think #MECFS is a psychosomatic disorder. …. aren’t they right? I hate this feeling.

As a psychologist, I feel ashamed. This article was placed in a professional journal about cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT). The truth is, if I had read this before I got sick with #MECFS, I would have believed it. This is what we are taught. #Longcovid

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