Claribel 🏳️‍⚧️

@claribel.ink

Narrative-driven, technology-focused transfemme disaster. she / her | 27 | 🇦🇷 Narrative Designer looking for work. Published on The Geekiary and Unwinnable.

I truly try to keep my emotions and feelings private, but truth is, I keep increasingly feeling like I'm just unable to attain stability. I seem to dig my own graves, constantly. It's been a deep, constant, downward spiral the last few months. I wish I had something to show for it instead of whines

I can't possibly be real. This is not a coherent human being. This is just the shattered remains of whatever one might try to call human. I don't get it. I can't get it. I don't know what perspective is left to take.

I need to create something again. I need to write. I need to feel alive. What the fuck is happening to me. How long have I been lost inside myself. I need to get out. As soon as possible.

Do I exist? Would I even know? I'm not sure anymore. It doesn't feel real. Maybe it's just the last... Forever. That keeps feeling like a dream. I need to make myself function. I really need to.

Hey I'm totally fine with adversarial banter but if you refer to my country (ARG) as a fascistic white supremacist nazi state please unfollow me. My country is shit for a lot of reasons but I don't feel like I owe you the nuance.

Increasingly disgusted by so many people celebrating a new Obsidian Fallout like Microsoft didn't just kill every other project they were working on. Something like Pentiment is never going to happen again in a long time, but at least the franchise you like is back! You're proving the CEO right.