Travis Strikes Again: No More Heroes (Switch, 2019)
crazysquid
@crazysquid.bsky.social
anxious weirdo that love gaming music and vtubers
doubt anyone cares what i think anyway i often feel like i just come off as annoying and stupid
idk im lonely rn and just kinda been doomscrolling and thinking all night isk if any of my friends even still use this dite its made bad decisions as well just like literaly every other place on the net its fucking depressing
obviously much worse going on in the world rn but games and talking to my friends and expressing myself on the net are the few distractions i have yet it feels like they are under constant threat its like i have no safe haven from the bullshit of this world
you know i sometimes wonder why im so angry all the time and i think off all the news this week and i get it im fucking sick and tired of the things im passionate about like games and the internet constantly being ruined threatend and fucked over by goverments greedy companys
love when my own fucking family literaly FORGETS the trauma i have and thanks im over reacting and guilt trips me trying to get me to contact them and doing this when im already in a bad mood pissed off about what a dystopian nightmare the world is now just FUCK! FUCK! FUCK !
you ever feel like theres no good options anymore and every website is just fucking garbage?
idk just feel i need to point out the absurdity of it all like south park couldnt come up with half the surreal and dumb shit thats actualy happening amymore reality is a parody of itself
just got done reading an article about the "president" door dashing mcdonalds to the white house and then having a press conference where he tried to defend making an ai generated image of himself as jesus because hes mad at the pope...bro who ever writes the script for reality...wtf are you smokin
irrationaly upset about the playstation thing man im stuck with a ps4 no idea how long itll last wanted to save up for a 5 now i likely cant and cant save up for a pc becasue they are even worse i shouldnt have to have a doctors sallary to enjoy video games and if you say its a "luxary" fuck off
didnt sleep worth a fuck anxiety is attacking me again i guess theres no such thing as "doing better". for me huh?thought id recovered and was on the upswing after our dog died and i had time to greave nope this fuckass world has no goddamn mercy
okay depression ik ive been holding you back for like a week after our dog died why are you manifesting at 2am right before i go to bed ..
so yeah shes got worse and worse so we may have to have our dog put down so i may not be okay for awhile
im seriously wondering if im gonna survive the rest of the year just everything keeps going to fucking shit the literal fucking moment things seem better
ive barely slept the past few days im scared and extremely stressed im worried about my roomate cause thats her baby and just idk also fuck vets damn quacks as worthless as human doctors why does she seem worse now wtf!?
so yeah now our gog just keeps wandering around aimlessly getting stuck in furnature just acting like shes lost i can kinda get her to respond some tomes but shes eating and everything so lkke we have no idea wtf is wrong and the vet gave us meds but they dont seem to be helping so idk what to do
ik early 2000s nostalgia is big rn and i love it but come on the us going to war in the middle east? we dont need to re love EVERYTHING from the 2000s lol (this ia stupid and horrible and im coping through humot)
becoming increasingly worried im gonna be dead or in an asylum by the end of the year world events family bullshit and my own anxiety that latches on to every tiny little thing..im at my breaking point i just need things to get better soon man i feel like im going insane
Colorblind caveman when the tribe tells him about nature:
FIRERED AND LEAFGREEN???????????? OMGGGGG
im sorry if im worrying the few people who actualy see this stuff im mostly just venting this week has been very frustrating and my admitably low patience is being tested at every turn
well today was one of those days i realise why slipknot wrote people=shit
some times i have this vision in my head of punching god in the face repeatably while screaming LEAVE ME ALONE STOP GIVING ME SHIT TO WORRY ABOUT LET ME LIVE IN PIECE...yeah im sure im not going inssne
might have got over dramatic as usual on my last post im sorry all this shit just stresses me the fuck out on top of my apparently declining mental health this year
cant say on twitter cause im fucking banned but keep bulying the fuck out of discord they are getting scared and we are winning
doing better ik no one sees these or cares but it helps to vent im still pretty upset about everything but im gonna try to just chill today might even try to avoid social media/news idk feel like ive been close to a breaking point for awhile i hate whatbthe world has become
am i just in a downward spiral is that whats happening now?
welp im on a stress loop over this discord shit fell for a rage bait said shit i shouldnt have now im banned from twiiter posting for a week