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Cynic1254

@cynic1254.com

Hey, I'm cynic. I'm a furry game dev who streams on twitch. I have an (unhealthy) obsession with VR but also love to play other games. I also love to mess around with technology both physical and digital. My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/cynic1254

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Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · yesterday

Oh god it's so hot, please send help!!!!! Despite the insane heat I am back with another stream, today we will start a new game #hitman! come check it out as we go and murder some people!!!! #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2d ago

Been a while since I've done this so I might as well: did you know I have a discord? It's a great way to stay notified about streams and other stuff, additionally we're starting to get some movie and game nights going with #archipelago this weekend, come join: discord.gg/HQUbjpUjyz #avali #furry

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Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2d ago

man my sleep schedule is so weird now, wanted to stream today and yesterday but I just...

Jwycat Kitten Meows and Falls Over

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lazeyavali.bsky.social @lazeyavali.bsky.social · 4d ago

Me and da Kofkin :3 @kofkin-avali.bsky.social #VRChat #Avali

Isk @iskaudiir.bsky.social · 4d ago

One of those animal call whistles but it's for avali and just awawas when u blow into it

Tenali @ethquinox.bsky.social · 6d ago

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Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · last wk.

woah, finally after basically not streaming this week we are finally back with some coding, today we will try and create a console system for #VRChat so come check it out! #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Tenali @ethquinox.bsky.social · 2w ago

Haggets @haggets.com · 2w ago

The Haggita'vali version 2.0, OUT NOW! Here's some highlights!

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2w ago

I was once again reminded that the best argument against vibecoding is ai coding tools, seriously Claude desktop is the most buggy piece of crap ever made with different UI and features every update, nothing ever stays consistent and nothing ever works. Fuck AI

JacketPD @jacketpd.bsky.social · 2w ago

I despise that AI is making me have to grow stern to everything i see even more than before. Cool looking blog? Nope. Sweet new artist? Check twice. Pictures of cute animals amidst the doomscrolling? Check again! DAMMIT

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2w ago

Woah tis more #minecraft #stoneblock time, let's have some fun #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Leiracal @leiracal.bsky.social · 12mo ago

This concept was introduced to me as "run the dishwasher twice" and was an important part of my executive functioning recovery as well as my path to self-acceptance.

When I was at one of my lowest (mental) points in life, I couldn't get out of bed some days. I had no energy or motivation and was barely getting by.

I had therapy once per week, and on this particular week I didn't have much to 'bring' to the session. He asked how my week was and I really had nothing to say.

'What are you struggling with?' he asked.

I gestured around me and said 'I dunno man. Life.'

Not satisfied with my answer, he said 'No, what exactly are you worried about right now? What feels overwhelming? When you go home after this session, what issue will be staring at you?'

I knew the answer, but it was so ridiculous that I didn't want to say it. I wanted to have something more substantial.
Something more profound.

But I didn't.

So I told him, 'Honestly? The dishes. It's stupid, I know, but the more I look at them the more I CAN'T do them because I'll have to scrub them before I put them in the dishwasher, because the dishwasher sucks, and I just can't stand and scrub the dishes.'

I felt like an idiot even saying it.

What kind of grown ass woman is undone by a stack of dishes? There are people out there with *actual* problems, and I'm whining to my therapist about dishes?

But he nodded in understanding and then said:

'RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.'

I began to tell him that you're not supposed to, but he stopped me.

'Why the hell aren't you supposed to? If you don't want to scrub the dishes and your dishwasher sucks, run it twice. Run it three times, who cares?! Rules do not exist.'

It blew my mind in a way that I don't think I can properly express.

That day, I went home and tossed my smelly dishes haphazardly into the dishwasher and ran it three times.

I felt like I had conquered a dragon.

The next day, I took a shower lying down.

A few days later. I folded my laundry and put them wherever the fuck they fit.

There were no longer arbitrary rules I had to follow, and it gave me the freedom to make accomplishments again.

Now that I'm in a healthier place, I rinse off my dishes and put them in the dishwasher properly. I shower standing up. I sort my laundry.

But at a time when living was a struggle instead of a blessing, I learned an incredibly important lesson:

THERE ARE NO RULES. RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE!!!"

punkitt ‼️🧣@punkitt.bsky.social · 12mo ago

mucho texto i know but i wanted to write a lil thing about how u can treat yourself nice!!

art of a wolf girl eating broccoli and brushing her teeth. the dialogue says:
I've been an adult living on my own for a coupleyears now and since I have ADHD and bouts of Sick Brain Disease I can fall into a rut easilyESPECIALLY when it comesto taking care of myselfbut the awesome thing about being an adult is that no one is watching over your shoulder making
sure you're perfect i used to give myself shit that i wouldn't be able to eat healthier or take care of myself in an optimal way here's a cool trick tho: ANYTHINGis is better than nothing. if you can only eat a couple vegetables? buddy thats better than no vegetables. worried about brushing your teeth for like three minutes? do like ten seconds instead want to socialize more often but you're worried you can't do multi-hour events? babe you're an adult now, if you get tired you can just leave lol If you want to improve, fuck yeah, work your way up to more of whatever. starting at all is the hard part - if you can do that then you've got a lot of what you need already anyway ive crunched the numbers and treating yourself a little bit better than yesterday is actually a million times better than trying to Fix Your Life Completely and getting mad when you can't do a 180. be nice and recognize that you can live a lot of your life in first or second drafts; if you're not perfect yet? fuck it, you'll get better later! u can do it!!! woof!!

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2w ago

after many many many, days waiting and stupid DHL issues. My Bigscreen Beyond is finally back, that means that we will continue with #BoneLab! Let's have some fun in VR again! #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 2w ago

Woah, Sunday strem. that means it's dev time. let's do some coding :P #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Lizard Wizard @lizardlizbian.bsky.social · 3w ago

I've got a new base pack lined up and almost ready to go! 👀 Keep those peepers peeled! If you like avali and silly emotes feel free to check out the previous base pack in the meantime! Goods are on the way. See your critters soon! 🦎 #avali #base #sticker ko-fi.com/s/39a480be7d

Cursed Avali Base Pack - LizardTurnedLizbian's Ko-fi Shop

A set of 6 512×512px DIY digital stickers for you to color in. Can be used for personal or commission purposes. Do NOT resell or redistribute the file...

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Lizard Wizard @lizardlizbian.bsky.social · 3w ago

Found an old bit of line art sitting in my folders collecting dust, so here, you guys can have it for free! #avali #base #f2ubase ko-fi.com/s/39c5d7036f

Free avali base - LizardTurnedLizbian's Ko-fi Shop

An old line art file I hardly used, so here's the transparent images for free! One with and without head feathers.

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Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 3w ago

Gwah, finally back with more streaming :3, today we will continue #stoneblock. come hang out and say hi! #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Space Bird Federation @sbfederation.bsky.social · 3w ago

Public announcement, Be aware there has been a Shrek'vali breakout in your local Saturday meets! Keep your self safe in these times, Dont look at there big heads, it may offend them #avali

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 3w ago

woah, stream time again, Sunday means we just take it chill and do some coding. This time I'll just try and clean up my projects a bit. Come join and chill! #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 4w ago

Facetracking update for Zephys, quite a fast setup fortunately although I did have to remake the avatar, now they have a cool vizor toggle as well though :3

Cynic1254@cynic1254.com · last mo.

First commission done, this one was a freebee for Zephys as they just happen to message me about #vtubing right after me posting the announcement. #Da'vali working in #VNyan. unfortunately it doesn't ship with facetracking but I think it looks good regardless #avali #commission #vrchat

Melita Curphy @missmonster.bsky.social · 4w ago

Rad photos of Skrunkle by @preston_yarger @neotropolisevent ! YOU WANT BUY BABIES???

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 4w ago

Second commission done, do you have a cool model and don't know how to set it up/convert it? I can help with that, just send me a message! Prices vary based on complexity. Commission for @digiception.bsky.social #vrchat #vtuber #3dvtuber #commission #vnyan #unity

Cynic1254@cynic1254.com · last mo.

Do you have an avatar or model you really like but you don't know how to make it work for your favorite game? Maybe you have a vrchat avatar and you want to get into vtubing but don't know how to convert it. Need help converting an avatar? maybe add some clothes to it? send me a message (dm's open)

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · 4w ago

Woah I'm live with zephys playing Streets of rogue, zephys has kidnapped me to play it with him so that is what we're doing #avali #furry #vtuber #3dvtuber twitch.tv/cynic1254

Tenali @ethquinox.bsky.social · 4w ago

Da birb is here!!! Tenali lives!!! I cannot wait for the heat to die down so I can do some irl stuff with her! For now here's the boxes and here's a singular picture before I die from heat stroke again. #avali #furry #fursuit

Tenali @ethquinox.bsky.social · 4w ago

I genuinely love this suit so much!!! AHHHHH!!! #avali #furry #fursuit

allorus162 🇷🇹 (READ BIO)@allorus162.bsky.social · last mo.

i might have been an idiot for venting into reddit out of all places

Skywind Kitsune @skywindkitsune.bsky.social · last mo.

Ah yes, very true, well we as consumers don't have to buy their products we have options. Right now the indy scene is where it's gonna be at with developers who make their games for the love of the craft and not necessarily for profiteering.

Cynic1254 @cynic1254.com · last mo.

Glad I've never been interested in sony

Vee, The VGM Lover@thevgmlover.myatproto.social · last mo.

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