Some Jade WIP for a ref sheet by @subparcircus.bsky.social! I love my girly so much and I canโt wait for completion, all the while I do my avatars
โ Kore โ
@subparcircus.bsky.social
๐ฏ 2002 โ It/Its โ Agender Sapphic T4T Demi/Ace โ Pet ๐ฏ https://throne.com/subparcircus โ https://inadaquateclown-links.carrd.co/ ๐ฏ Clown Dog โ Collared by @jaydedyeen.bsky.social 10.31.23 ๐ฏ Comms - Friends/Moots Only โ IbisPaint X โ N/SFW โ MDNI
Okay so I blinked and we covered SEVEN of the milestones so I'm gonna be drawing a pony a day for the week. Next pony up to post is #Fluttershy! #mlpfanart #digitalart #subparcircus #pony #mlpfim
First #kofi milestone reached! The first #mlp mane six to drop is #Applejack! Thank you @littgame83.bsky.social for helping us reach the first milestone โก We are $18 away from the second milestone and second pony! ko-fi.com/circusyeen #mlpfanart #mutualaid #digitalart #subparcircus #fundsky #pony
We got rent paid before the second fee and I celebrated by cleaning the whole apartment
WE HAVE RENT COVERED WE'RE GETTING ELECTRIC PAID I LOVE YOU ALL
@subparcircus.bsky.social decided to sketch a character of mine instead of give an opinion on her like I asked it to, so now we have this It works cause Iโm main a vrchat avatar of her, MY BELOVED EVERLYYYY RAHHHHH
We are halfway to our rent goal! I'm drawing two more #mlp mane six characters, courtesy of @sunnygamervt.bsky.social. No sneak peaks this time as they'll be same day art! We HAVE to get this last $330 covered before it turns into $380! ko-fi.com/circusyeen #MutualAid #digitalartist #subparcircus
Little joys in life: Playing with my wife's dildo's in the shower (SFW) I played soccer. They sound like wet fish flopping around.
First #kofi milestone reached! The first #mlp mane six to drop is #Applejack! Thank you @littgame83.bsky.social for helping us reach the first milestone โก We are $18 away from the second milestone and second pony! ko-fi.com/circusyeen #mlpfanart #mutualaid #digitalart #subparcircus #fundsky #pony
October is such a traumatic month for me and it's looking like that will never change
9 years later and that box won't stay shut no matter how much tape I use
Y'all like frogs? (American bullfrog - was in my apartment complexes laundry room, hands were washed thoroughly afterwards)
(Reupload) Happy birthday (9/28) @blazedarkfang.bsky.social! (Comm/req from @sunnygamervt.bsky.social)
Hey gang, we're short on rent by the whole $500 goal. My job applications are still getting ignored/rejected. Jayden's job still surprising her with new nonsense. Food still being paid out of pocket. If we can get rent covered, the rest of bills are doable. #helpsky #mutualaid ko-fi.com/circusyeen
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BATCH OF 9 PRIDE COOKIES for @sunnygamervt.bsky.social !! ( one hidden for privacy <3 ) #commissions #commissionsopen #furry #furryart #art #artistonbsky #pride #pride2026 #ych #prideych
Jayden, walks into the bedroom holding what's clearly a bottle of apple juice, holding it towards me "Idk, I might be stupid but orang- that's not orange juice" @jaydedyeen.bsky.social
Little guy im working on in my sketchbook You'll see more of it later
![It's the tail end of suicide awareness month, and I feel like I haven't played my part in saying something.
Hi, I'm Kore (pronounced Kor-Ree, not CORE) and I've had suicide attempts since I was 13. I've been passively suicidal since I was 8. I'm alive 8 years after I overdosed and my kidneys went septic. I'm alive a month after my last suicide attempt made in absolute silence. I'm alive to hopefully see my 24th birthday at the end of the year.
I'm also struggling to type this because I don't talk about it outside of a few people.
I've always struggled with my mental health. Going from physically healthy to very unwell, with no insurance, did not make the struggle any easier. I do have reasons to stay (Jayden, Cali, Olly, the few people I can truly call friends); it's just so hard to want to stay.
I've always been called a "downer" or "manipulative" because in high stress situations..the words slip. "I wish I wasn't here," "I regret not following through back on [date]," "I don't want to exist anymore." I just want to evaporate, cease to exist to get away from that stressful situation, not die.
I don't feel like I have ever fit into any space that's welcomed me. I live my life as a ghost online and barely interacting so that if I do cease to exist, there wouldn't be much lost. Even curating my own spaces have felt unwelcoming. I feel like people get bored of me so I withdraw and suppress myself.
I wish people could see me outside of being sad all the time. I wish people understood that, for me, it's no longer a want to die; just a want to not be here. I don't want my sadness and attempts to be all I leave behind as scars that fade in history and memory. I don't want to keep minimizing myself for the sake of acceptance.
I want to be more than just "sad." I want to enjoy existing without feeling like I'm wasting my time. I want to know if an "I love you, I'll be here for you, I want you to stay" is strong enough when I'm not.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:hawr45l2pcctlpvyj6eigg5s/bafkreifshthynwtu4djsb4vpzgdrk45bn2fyg2vkqasvpmf3lnetg5bpm4)
๐๐จโผ๏ธI know Iโm newish here but I need some help with a true emergency. Most info is in the screenshot, and Iโm glad to do the PWYW (or full price) commsโฆ help This is so devastating PayPal and ๐จ๐ฆemt: cozieoak@gmail.com Square donation if not commissioning me: square.link/u/hEilF1eK?s...
