Diet Levae

@levae.bsky.social

A simple shark

I'm DMing my first session of a new yugioh tabletop game in the morning and the nerves are eating me alive. This is also going to be my first recorded tabletop game that I'll be uploading to be watched at some point. I've put more effort into this than anything else I've done so I hope it goes well.

Late night dread, thoughts circling my head. Memories I'd rather not tread keeping me from bed. Things left unsaid, some to the living some to the dead. Dreams of what could have been instead leave me with little hope of sleep ahead.

It's funny to announce on intl men's days but I've always been happier portraying myself as a woman in games I play. The past years I veered away from masc pronouns, and now very recently I've decided that I need to be honest with who I want to be. Levae, She/They, Nice to meet you again.

STEAMING AGAIN WAS FUN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IN STARS AND TIME IS FUN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't wait for next time 'w'

I'm so sad theres so much cute clothes in this damned pokeman game but I found an outfit I like the first time I hit the shops and nothing else has looked as good since so I can't spend all my money on other outfits because I refuse to change

It's hard seeing friends take up arms to protect what's theirs. It's yours too, but you aren't fighting the same battle. They take pride in their fight, their victories, you feel happy but empty. You didn't fight, weren't in danger. The pride you feel couldn't be more different. Do you even belong.

Feels like the world around me is moving faster and it's getting harder to catch up. I can't just stop, I don't want to be left behind. I've gotten this far because I had people to walk with me. No matter how far ahead they are, as long as I know they're still there, I can keep going.