【randi】

@dopamine.church

PNW • she/her • dev • sre • 🎹 👾 🏳️‍🌈 watched anime for the music and never recovered. worked on anti-harassment tooling, once upon a time. https://github.com/randileeharper https://dopamine.church

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like, "yes a bunch of people provided unharnessed LLMs and no guidance have cooked themselves" is not a particularly interesting observation. nor is "therefore the tool cannot be used for useful purposes" derived from that

i just cant take anyone that preaches web search is superior to AI seriously. web search is great - except for the seo manipulation, ads, and lack of weighting of sources, which would be a very difficult task to do even if it wasn't mangled by late stage capitalism and the current political climate.

i am so tired of prescribing medications to myself and the doctor just going along with it. i just want a doctor that understands the relation between dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine, and autoimmune. why is it easier to find doctors that just rubber stamp my recommendations?

i'm starting to think that PT is a scam. telling someone to just push through the pain of an autoimmune flare up irt joint pain is not good advice. then i found out that they didn't even know why i was there. i've gone for 4 sessions already. what the hell.

that's it. i gave up. i hate hair. i hate the way it's always TOUCHING ME. why is it so long. IT IS SO UNNECESSARY. i just chopped off all my hair. shoulder length now. with bangs. fuck hair. i'm fucking done.

tired: complaining about memory problems due to the ram/hd shortage wired: complaining about memory problems due to the estrogen patch shortage. neither of these issues are getting solved anytime soon.

i've been regular-depressed before, and i would choose it 100 times over cytokine based depression. this isn't just being couch bound and feeling sad/unmotivated. for me, it was feeling completely blank, unable to put together complex thoughts, and it happens so gradually that you never question it.

i had no background thoughts. i couldn't hold a conversation. i barely got out of bed. i stared at the ceiling all day with a completely blank mind. doctors were prescribing all the wrong meds. without ai, this never would have been solved. i probably would have been committed.

ai helped me identify cytokine based depression, found the expert running the trials, and workshopped a solution with me after years of steady mental degradation because no doctor had figured out that i wasn't producing hardly any dopamine anymore.