fpvs

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she/her Melbourne-based. Bird-lover, music-lover. Reader of books. AuDHD Follow or unfollow me - curate your feed to be a happy place! ♥ Please add alt-text to your pictures

Saw my doctor today expecting he'd reup my meds. We decided I'd stay and see if I continue to improve (very very slowly as I have been). Once I finally plateau we can decide if I'm happy with things or if I'm not.

I love when fantasy series have a dude called something like Stephen the All-Seeing, Keeper of the Demon Sword, hero of the Volcano Age. But in some tiny village, he's known as Bees Steve, that weird guy who loves beekeeping. The more uppercase titles the legend has, the funnier the contrast is.

My mental health has been so shit lately. Like, Oh No shit. Had appointments with sleep nurse (yesterday) and doctor (today) - both telehealth thank fuck - and both agreed we're gonna put a pin in trying to alter sleeping times. Cos sleep deprivation make it worse. So that was nice.

Do I need any more video games? ... No Do I want more video games? ... YES :) My birthday is coming up (the end of September), and a bunch of cute incremental games are coming out SOON. So I added a Birthday Gift tag for my silly Steam Wishlist. And I tagged a bunch of casual games that EXCITE me.

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FINE! I'll go to your Super Exclusive listening party for your cool new music. I just RSVP'd to two super cool events happening end Sept/start Oct. I guess two months is enough time to emotionally prepare myself for Going Out.

PSA: It is Bandcamp Friday. Spend money! Some people get dopamine from spending. Get new music to listen to! Music helps [me] regulate emotions. SUPPORT INDEPENDENT ARTISTS! OMG. If you give them money? They can make NEW MUSIC. And the cycle continues.

I just gave someone else permission - they didn't need permission - to vent in their own space, so I really should take my own advice and do the same. ((Content Warning/Trigger Warning for Physical Health and Mental Health for whole thread + a few other things to make you go YIKES)