chelsea 💖
@gentlebeard.bsky.social
im chelsea (35) (@_gentlebeard on twt) (she/they)
pretty sure i was asleep before 10p and awake before 6a last night i fear that being in my mid-thirties is catching up with me. i don’t wanna be responsible!!!
i know you’re not supposed to compare yourself and your abilities to other people but sometimes it feels incredibly overwhelmingly hard not to
very pleased to get called butch by my friend when i told him i bought a matching sweatsuit for my soccer team. it was $13 and i do look butch 😌
oh no im spending a lot of time today thinking about 2026 aaron tveit enjolras and now i got the soundtrack playing my fave songs Very Loudly but its prob totally chill and normal im sure
redownloaded snapchat months ago to get a geolocation tag at a terrible location but haven’t used/deleted it again. since i have been getting a notif nearly every day about someone i might know (all ppl who are dead) bec i still have old numbers saved but deleting them feels like letting go 😔
woke up from a nap feeling kinda gross so i put on the greatest movie ever* om shanti om cause i knew it would heal me *opinions vary
fully fucked up going to university when i was a kid like i had a 1.5 gpa maybe??? but spontaneously went back to school last summer after getting laid off to fix my gpa so maybe i can actually get a degree. were nearly halfway there already 😮💨 (finishing this leg end of fall semester)
apologizing relentlessly for being human and having an unexpected human thing happen to me. so embarrassing.
woke up this morning extremely appreciative i won’t have to drag myself to the emergency room if anyone wondered what i had going on
woke up today and immediately started thinking about greek tragedies and soccer games. they cannot be related in any way though, right?
“love” when the weather changes barometrically while my period starts cause it’s like a fun fresh hell inside my head.
just spent a few minutes watching a bird (robin) catch a worm as i took a short break from trying to fall back asleep. i feel like there’s deeper meaning to this but im too sleepy to figure that out
con o’neill at the first ofmd panel talking about the importance of the show feeling kind and that people love it so much because they want to embrace kindness
audiobook playing on speaker, spain/portugal game on the tv, bossa nova music on the computer im living* the adhd dream babyyy *trying my hardest to mentally bribe myself into wanting to clean up
all my teams getting knocked out of the world cup feels like i keep getting my heart broken multiple times a day
finished this book last night and they did not officially kiss until about 86% in and the last scene before epilogue (last two mins of audiobook) was very flowery lovemaking scene which like work but also….dude.. so i’m gonna read another book by this author to see if all their writing is like this
chelsea 💖@gentlebeard.bsky.social · last mo.eighty percent into a book and they have still not even kissed. i love a slow burn but damn. last wlw romance book i read they moved way too fast, this one way is too slow and i feel like goldilocks just looking for the sweet spot between the two.
Figured I should test out my new paper cutter, make sure it’s in good working order.
eighty percent into a book and they have still not even kissed. i love a slow burn but damn. last wlw romance book i read they moved way too fast, this one way is too slow and i feel like goldilocks just looking for the sweet spot between the two.
explaining to my coworkers when i have control of speaker that i just dont like picking something that might have off lyrics when guest come in so i must put the same playlist with lofi srk songs on every day to avoid that drama. not because of any other reasons. certainly not.
going to bed early means waking up early and i’m so mad when i’m up before the sun
periodic reminder that you don’t have to write or make art or even read fic to belong in the fandom 🧡
As an extra here's a baby Con from 'Dancin' Thru the Dark' 🤍
“Saturn Devouring Ed Teach Because He’s Too Precious And Causes Cute Aggression”
