the meds keeping me sane are also making me fat

0 days sober damn

ok my soup + protein powder & a slice of bread is exactly 500kcal

found one that isn't based on a month which i like caterpillarsky

zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI@gloomvent.bsky.social · 10mo ago

need a cute cal tracker to keep me on track fr 🥀

i think i will be ok if i stay under 500kcal today & chicken + rice soup will do the trick(i hope)

I've managed a 20 hour fast so i may have some soup bc the low blood sugar anxiety is getting to me

yeah the number didn't go down 😭🥀 didn't go up either but like, I've been working so hard to res 🥀

zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI@gloomvent.bsky.social · 10mo ago

ive drank a lot of liquid already but i wanna weigh... idk tho i NEED the number to be lower than last time..

need my blood work results to come back this waiting is excruciating

caterpillarsky used to be so poppin but i hope people r recovering bc this disorder fucking sucks

ive drank a lot of liquid already but i wanna weigh... idk tho i NEED the number to be lower than last time..

ｏ o ○ ○ ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮ ( low bmi ) ╭◜◝ ͡ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ╮ ͜ ◞ ͜ ◟◞╯ ͡ ◝ ͡◝╮ ( tiny waist ) ( high grades ) ╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟◞╯ ╰◟◞ ͜ ◟◞ ͜ ◟◞╯

smaller smaller smaller smaller i need to be smaller

I need to hurry up and get skinny bro Its embarrassing being this big💀💀💀 It looks so bad on me Odd body bitch

Ive basically just stopped buying groceries bc I'm sick & tired of having food around me

Im determined to not eat today my fat ass does NOT need it

someone told me today they weighed less than 80lbs at one point & oh my god i couldn't help but feel insanely jealous 🥀

i was so close to my goal weight & then i was convinced to try recovery & gained 30 fucking pounds

i just wanna be skinny :(

FIRST DAY OF SPOOKY SEASON

Can anyone help out oomf please?

||Aspen|| VENT ACCOUNT@delusionalteeth.bsky.social · 10mo ago

Man hate to do this but can anyone spare $15 ?I’m in the negative and my bank will charge me $30 something at 9 pm if I don’t get out of the negative :/ My cash@pp is $DroolyDogsKnits P@ypal is SamIsTired If someone is able to help I will delete this post! Just wanna get out of negative 😭😭

this is why caterpillarsky needs to exist bc where else can i say stuff like this & get positive feedback 💖💖💖

zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI@gloomvent.bsky.social · 10mo ago

having an ED is so silly sometimes bc why am i sitting here thinking "my Bitmoji isn't skinny enough 👹" girl get a GRIP lmfao 😭

having an ED is so silly sometimes bc why am i sitting here thinking "my Bitmoji isn't skinny enough 👹" girl get a GRIP lmfao 😭

dream toilet fr

sw 140 cw 136 gw 118 my lw is 111 so i know i can do it ❤️‍🩹

Wamt potato

atp id be happy with a bmi of 18 even like.. lw please come to me i wasn't appreciative enough 😭🥀

piggy eat = piggy exercise

weighing in today to see if I'm making any progress

I wish smoking wasn't so bad for you. The feeling is so nice. The action is so relaxing. The ability to take a mostly socially acceptable break from something is so nice. The excuse to go outside and breathe. Idk. I like smoking. I just wish it wasn't horrible for me. I wouldn't stop if it wasn't.