Helen 🌻

@helent.bsky.social

🇵🇦 | 3D Environment Artist & Level Artist @ Maximum Entertainment 📍Madrid, Spain she/her helenthsh.artstation.com

"We regret to share blah blah blah to ensure the sustainability of the studio blah blah blah this is a very difficult time blah blah blah we will provide support to those impacted blah blah." All layoff PR coms look like this with these bullshit words lmfao. My god... I'm tired of it.

I got ghosted after an art test, which was unpaid (i know, first red flag). Didn't sign an NDA or anything, and they say not to post it anywhere... should I refine it and post it anyway? Do you think thats a bad move? I think it could be a good addition to my portfolio lol.

Honestly the more time passes the more I feel I should find another career path. Wish it could be in games, but doubt anyone hires junior producers with 0 experience and/or degrees to back it up. I would love to stay in the industry any way I can. Even if its not making 3D art 😞

The vicious cycle of going on LinkedIn, to then get depressed (and equally happy) your network is getting work and you aren't 🥴 but can't avoid LinkedIn alltogether because thats how you find jobs and connections.

I keep track on my job applications and this is what 2024 and 2025 looked like for me lmao. In 2025 people really didn't even care to send a rejection email, which idk if its better or not at this point for my mental health. lets hope 2026 is better! (and that I finally find a job in game dev again)

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🌿Hello everyone🌿 I’m looking for new opportunities as a 3D Environment/Asset Artist and Level Artist positions 💫 My focus is Stylized Art and PBR texturing! I also have experience in Substance Designer 👽 I'd appreciate your support in sharing 🫶 🎨 artstation.com/helenthsh DM me if interested!

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So, I made this Rolife DIY Emporium (which i had so much fun with) and after finishing I really enjoying the idea of bringing this into 3D! Here's a blockout sneakpeek 🥸 stuff will be cooking

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I've been getting into substance designer and i'm having trouble finding videos/documentation on how to use it in your workflow. Theres probably tons of videos out there but idk why its so hard to find them. Maybe I'll make one??

shouldn't need to be said but full support for trans people, always the only way out of any of this mess is community and support with all marginalized people and the dismantling of this fuckass economic system dragging everything down to the abyss love one another, solidarity forever