Jen the Ghost🇵🇸🏳️‍⚧️

@jentheghost.bsky.social

Implacable spirit of anger and loss. Soft butch. Big-titty ghost GF. Evil radfem. Some dang variety of monotheist. Transsexual Woman. She/her.

I gotta say the Cornell case has really been leaving me sick and burned out And I kind of don’t vibe with a lot of the men posting about it in a “gasp - I can’t believe this” way I can believe it. It’s like a normal thing to happen. It’s the reality that we’ve had to live in this whole time

12 mile bike ride this morning, across the city for the first time. I am 100% beat to hell, I don't have nearly the stamina I thought I did. But I'll get there. Also, this exposure to the way drivers behave around bicycles has turned me instantly into a cycling crank. I am become Calvin's dad.

Woke up at 4:30, couldn't get back to sleep because my anxiety is fucking horrific right now. I try to tell myself that it's wrong, that it's my brain lying to me, but then it's constantly being proven right. I don't want to feel like this, like I need to be responsible for everyone else's/

Stopped over here, but no one knew your name. Or mine. In fact, they said they were sick of trans women coming around to make self-deprecating jokes, and that it was really eating into productivity to have all the workers whistling and hooting and banging themselves on the heads with mallets all day

A tan brick building with a sign reading "The Brickyard"

Sitting in a clothing pantry with a client, and they've got an automated system reading off announcements for when people are out of shopping time. It repeats each phrase twice, first in standard computer voice English, then in another that's also English, but with an unplaceable accent.

So I've said before that I have two conflicting ideal selves, one very femme and one very butch, and I've used the examples of the Sorceresses Edea and Adel from Final Fantasy 8 to illustrate this. However! A third ideal self has presented itself. One from the distant past. 2004-era Germaine

Sorceress Edea, looking glamorous, feminine, and evil in a feathered black dress and ornate headpiece, getting ready to skewer an egg with a big icicleSorceress Adel looking tough and butch and evil, with lavender skin, bright red eyes and hair, and a headpiece evocative of a boxer's, getting ready to wear Rinoa like a necklace Germaine, from Neurotically Yours, with Foamy the Squirrel pretending to be Morpheus behind her.  Why do I remember this?  I cannot remember my high school friends' faces but I remember this specific version of a supporting cast member of a web series that hasn't had cultural cache since the end of the Bush administration.

Almost got ran over while walking to the gym today, and I hit the curb funny running to get out of the way. I was able to do a full workout on it, and then walk to the store and home while carrying all my gym stuff and groceries, and it was fine. Now, though, it's really starting to hurt.

Saw Resident Evil in the theater with the polycule, and I'm somewhat disappointed. Started off strong, the whole first act is great, but it starts falling apart as soon as the story reaches Raccoon City. The bits are good, but there are too many of them, and one in particular is tasteless timed/

So I have a hoodie that I bought a few months before I started my diet back in 2024, and it fit at the time. Maybe just the tiniest bit baggy, but entirely comfortable. I can now fit my entire body inside it. I can put it on and wrap it around my girlfriend's body at the same time, and zip it up

"This is your only choice, shut the fuck up and take it" is certainly one way to campaign. As is "You're being stupid and childish and anything bad that happens you'll deserve." I don't think it's a good way to campaign, personally. I think you might be bad at your job, if that's how you do it.

An absolute right to medical transition care, with goals defined by the patient, regardless of age or any other factor, enshrined specifically and unambiguously in law. OTC hormones, surgery easily accessible, limited only for clear medical necessity. All this will be state-subsidized as part of/

Desi (Abby S. Trusity)@desiabstrusity.bsky.social · 2w ago

honestly? quote this with your maximalist approach to trans rights Trans people should have right of first refusal for every punishment given to the perpetrators; WE get to set the floor. I want the right of recompense. The families who erased their trans children should themselves be erased.

I'm fuckin' upset right now. I really don't know what else to say about it. I don't know why the right's attacks on us or the Democrats' capitulations to them are affecting me so much more than usual this election cycle, but they really are. I'm just tired of it. Tired of being the monster.

so my village has been having a lot of issues. rather than deal with any of them, i grabbed a goat and had all the villagers pile their blame and hate onto the goat. while we were getting ready to drive it into the woods (and absolve ourselves) the goat BIT ME????? RUDE?!?

Regardless of your thoughts on voting strategies, the way trans people are being spoken to and about by self-described "progressives" and "allies" is absolutely wild.

I got a really cute olive green turtleneck sweater at the thrift store, perfect for fall, it made my tits look *amazing* and I got to wear it one singular time before it shrank to an unwearable size in the dryer. No idea why, I took precautions to prevent shrinkage, but it still happened

37.5 hours later, I'm finally finished with Gravity's Rainbow, and maybe I'm an uncultured rube, but the good aspects of the book were not worth the slog of actually reading it. Its narrative is complete fucking nonsense and is virtually impossible to follow. It has redeeming qualities, lots of/