Dread. I dread today. I have much to do and have no confidence and no personal space today to psych myself up.
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Idek. I like bugs, books, and water. I write unpublished novels. Often sick. Black Lives Matter.
Favorite horror movie for every year of the 1990s: 1990 The Exorcist III 1991 The Silence Of The Lambs 1992 Candyman 1993 Army Of Darkness 1994 In The Mouth Of Madness 1995 The Prophecy 1996 Hellraiser IV: Bloodline 1997 Event Horizon 1998 Ringu 1999 The Ninth Gate #NowWatching
When I get stressed and anxious I want to hide in reading books. But it usually doesn't work that way. I only seem to be able to read when I'm relaxed. Not very helpful. #booksky
I've been sleeping for days and now that is the middle of the night and I have things I need to do tomorrow, I can't sleep.
Struggle day. Well, struggle week. ...struggle month, I guess... ... Struggle life. I just really really want to feel better. Sometimes I have a good attitude, but today I'm crying. *Eats too much* *Sleeps all day* *Gets out a bottle of pity wine*
And I'm super emotional from being triggered today. Haven't had this much trouble for a while. #IYKYK
Woke up at 3:30am and can't go back to sleep for all the to do items on my mind. I am in over my head as usual. Going to try to organize a list so I can get the chaos out of my head. Taking the weekend to recharge was great. But now. I hope I don't fuck things up.
Pros: did some good editing on the novel, Red Sox swept the dodgers, cats are being adorable Cons: pain, too much to sleep so far
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Trying to work on the novel. At a tricky part of editing/rewriting and feeling kinda ugh about it, but no way out but through. #AmWriting #AmEditing #writing
#NowWatching The Drama. It's about 2/3 through. Weird movie. No idea how it will end.
A rather large glass of wine downed. An interesting movie watched. Family cuddle time on the couch. A late lunch. Feeling much more refreshed, but still very tired. Trying to nap but fighting the energy drink I had. I should read until I'm sleepy.
Very emotional long day yesterday with the family. Crashes and breakdowns all around upon returning home late, complete with an ER psych visit (not for me). Today, I will rest and read and possibly drink too much wine. And that is literally it. I'm exhausted.
Pain is distractingly bad tonight. Really wanted to work on my novel, then tried a movie, but I'm pretty miserable. Maybe I can lay down and read.
I have no clue who needs to see this but start writing again.
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J.Jareth@jenejareth.bsky.social · last wk.First image in your camera roll that makes you laugh out loud
Yesterday took so much out of me just being out and about that I've hardly been able to be up today. Not unexpected but still frustrating. Idk what else to say. Feeling kinda down. Chronic illness sucks.
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C. Robert Cargill@crobertcargill.bsky.social · last wk.If you see this, quote skeet a pic of yourself in sunglasses
Anxious this morning. Hubby got us tickets to see the Odyssey. I don't go out a lot and I've been up and down this week, and I'm just really dreading what should be an exciting outing. I just want quiet today. I'm not sure I can really skip it though.
Paul Atreides doth go to a Frensshe bakerye to picke up breade. Upon arriving at the Frensshe bakerye, Paul Atreides doth fynde that the Frensshe bakeres have lefte a box for hym. Paul Atreides asketh: "What ys yn the box?" And the Frensshe bakeres responde: "Pain."
Finally going to read Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt. Looking forward to this one! #booksky #AmReading 📚