Naiya
@naiya066.bsky.social
30~She/Her🏳️🌈 ~Married @hornygoatweed.bsky.social Down to make new friends and play some video games ^^. I play a ton of Overwatch! NSFW: @Naiyaafterdark.bsky.social https://t.mbjms.com/331727/4080/0?po=6456&aff_sub5=SF_006OG000004lmDN
I just need to turn off all of my notifications. Everytime I get one, it's me hoping that someone actually wants to talk to me. But it's never the case... I'm so tired of existing...
I really hope my friend doesn't hate me ^^... haven't heard from her in a month. Note to self, don't trauma dump. I just want to talk to my friend and play games. Why did I have to make everything so complicated x.x....
I don't want to be strong anymore ^^... I just want to be held and told it'll be ok ^^...
The good thing about being depressed: I'm to sad to eat, so im losing weight 😎👉👉
I just want to play games and talk with my bestie but I've already caused them enough problems.... ahhhhhhh, this fucking sucks...
Actually meeeeee lol. My value is derived from how much I can do for others and it never feels like its never enough 🙃
Just realized that it's such a strange time in my life lol. Emotions are hard, but I'm working to figure it out ^^
I guess I'm healing. I still feel broken and sad. I feel like I can't be fixed, but all I can do is a bit better overtime. I'll keep doing my best 💚
Why do I feel guilty when people help me? I feel undeserving^^...
Ive been having a rough time recently (shocker) and my coworkers have noticed. They're being so nice and trying to make things easier for me at work, but i just feel like I don't deserve it ^^... I feel like such a bother when people go out of their way for me, but it's still nice ^^...
Sad stoner girl smoking in her car, listening to music, and staring at the sky
Me finding new ways to ruin any interpersonal relationships i have
The people in my life really don't care about me as much as I care about them. That's ok, I'm used to being to much and not enough at the same time ^^
How many years can I throw away before reality catches up?