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WOR$T GIRL IN YURI || any pronouns 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 fragmentary.neocities.org

[casually walking up to the mic] actually i think jade as a mafia boss would be incredible for robijade due to the long historical connections btwn the mafia and entertainment and robin as the ingénue singer drawn into a nest of sin and villainy — [i am violently pulled off the stage]

i saw an insta post of my psychiatrist railing against pride flags at the library and calling it "LGBTQ brainwashing of children"... either i get mentally well real fast or i induce deep psychosis to get moved away from him bc i can't take this shit anymore

after watching some joachim trier films (directed sentimental value, worst person in the world) i'm very fond of how while the movies can be quite sentimental there's also a very... everyday snapshot vibe to them. and the bittersweetness to the endings!

I really like that Theodora’s two retainers are about older than her. I love the idea of them having served her father, the previous king, and being full of grief with no one but each other to lean on as they turned towards their liege’s daughter and served her in his place. SUCH good potential.

everyone wants a evil fictional woman until she's Too Evil. or too scantily dressed. or commits fictional crimes on account of being evil. or is a little mean sometimes. or doesn't fit into any of the other boxes people force women into. can anyone hear me i feel like i'm going fucking insane

if you are any kind of creative or artist or writer you *have* to understand sex workers and porn/erotica artists/authors as being members of the same class as us. to the extent society recognizes a difference between "legitimate" art and porn, it's only as a tenuous, convenient, temporary fiction.

reading east of eden this morning instead of being productive and the way i GASPED at cathy ames!!!! she is so.... i don't have the words for it. i'm weirdly obsessed with her in the most rancid way possible

normal people: this ship is so cute and when they stand next to each other i want to kick my feet and scream. also they should fuck me: This Ship At Its Core Communicates A Fundamental Struggle For Control Over Desire & Temptation That Has Been Plaguing Humanity For Millenia. Also They Should Fuck

the danger with playing big cast games is that you risk attaching to a character with a relatively small or neglected role to an obsessive point and dreaming up entire vast headcanons about them and the game forgets they exist (and sometimes the fandom too)