crying: makes my head hurt worse not crying: ALSO makes my head hurt worse
Stevie
@oldestenemy.bsky.social
bardicbeetle & oldestenemy on other webbed sites. zie/hirs or they/them 29 writing the same novel for 15 years 230k deep into a wizard101 fic because I've lost my mind sell me your soul for a nickel
i love starting my weekend with something that drains all of my reserves of Have Fun energy it really makes sunday feel worth it— /s
good news: work calm down enough and i can do emotional processing again bad news: i have a lot of shit i just did not think about from may until now.
i don’t typically mind being told about potential irl plans last minute. HOWEVER when it’s prefaced by “i didn’t tell you sooner because i figured you wouldn’t want to—“ i suddenly lose any interest in something i would have otherwise enjoyed! fucking. don’t decide for me just TELL ME IN ADVANCE.
one of these days man i swear i’m gonna put my head through a wall. luckily i live in a shit “refurb” apartment and the walls are goddamn thin.
and you know what would be so wrong if it was! what would be so wrong!!!
i think i am going to write another fic like tdgrf maybe for the lost boys this time i need to fire some rent lowering gunshots i think
GiM is back. Ravenwood academy demo today. W101 fall update soon. KH4 release window confirmed. I get EVERYTHING I WANT.
ok no because tell me why i'm crying because my favorite podcast is back
this better be a one night thing and not a sick for several days thing
Watched my friends go through Unicorn Way this week. Had to draw the first friend we ever made about it
Burlington, Vermont , that was pretty special. Thank you so much. 
time to try and make sense of this mess before kingdom hearts four comes out…
like is it stress? is it the stress? i thought it was the sun exposure but i should not still be running a fever two days later.
nothing makes me want to quit my job more than facilitating an event. bitches fucking HATE facilitating an event.
like actually though it sucks when a friend group implodes around you. like i know i wasn't the catalyst or anything but the whole ignoring that i was part of the problem just so you both still have someone who still talks to you after the conflict is quote unquote over kinda blows.
