Kinda realised that mayhaps I might be a bigger danger for the schi zo guy than he is for me. But not for the general public tho. They'd just have to tanggung ne po scum baby's violence. Watered by his spoilt parents and the group over yrs, plucked and experienced by ppl with less resources to dodge
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Some day I shall be reborn as a seagull so that I can swoop down and snatch your fries 🍟💕
Really shouldn't have been obvious abt my distain for that guy tbh. Bc now any plans of unaliving him wouldn't work bc some fellow kepo ne po scum baby would def snitch to the popo. ACAB but only if it serves my image
Hope my situationship loses her wallet and she panics for like 5 mins. And then realises it's in her dorm or smthg
Tbh I feel like the way of deradicalisation is spending more time with X, friends and my online buddies. Gaming for an hour with prosocial ppl alrdy increases my thoughts of actually most ppl are good and kind you were just unlucky a bit to brush past horrid ones
Feel like the worst part of this is also whenever I feel the dark clouds wafting overhead cute animals and things dissolves them but now whenever I look at cute animals thoughts of I think I wanna murder that guy pops up
Googling how to deradicalise myself and one of the steps was "humanise the 'enemy' by interacting with them". I mean. I feel like if I hadn't experienced some of them idt I'd be thinking certain thoughts tbh
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Pollarded Sycamore And Climbing Rose, The Garden St Margarets: acrylic on linen
Good night, lovely people and lovely dogs. I hope that you have a wonderful day tomorrow.
Young Man at His Window, by Gustave Caillebotte
I'm really loving experimenting with the ingredients I got from the Chinese supermarket😍 I made an amazing tofu & veggie stir fry with a gorgeous homemade sauce😋 this was restaurant quality if I may say so myself 🌱🥰💚 #vegan #veganfoodshare #plantbaseddinners #whatveganseat
Kate Lewis, American, Where I Spend My Days, acrylic on canvas, 2026
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FYI Winky the Pirate Girl is doing better after her vet visit. She's on meds for hay fever and a slight actual fever. Eye area healing up. Huzzah!
Honestly kan the fact that some of them could study in American colleges prob paying international student fees, means that they're more privileged than even some of the Americans themselves. Then come back home, positioning themselves against Imperialism and Asian diaspora in those countries
Feel like I should stop thinking altgt abt this for now tbh. The more I think abt it the more it all narrows in on certain thoughts. Like when I used to go hunting with my dad and all you can see and am aiming for is that babi hutan in front of you
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Kinda funny that ppl crash out by crying I crash out via dismantling my ethical axioms so the possibility of brushing past someone who is friends with a ne po scum baby who burns hams bc they have had a bad day is absolute zero
I have never in my life doubted if I've helped the wrong person or ppl. Worst case scenario is still actually I don't regret doing the right thing no matter the cost. But I no longer believe that it's true. I really regret nudging her again tbh. It was a mistake for me
4 August 1877 - 7 July 1970 Laura Knight, British (1877-1970), Madonna of the Cotton Fields (Mighty Like a Rose), 1927, oil on canvas, 91.4 x 71.8 cm, private collection
Kinda dumb also if you think abt it. Donating to fundraisers set up by ppl with rich parents who send their kids abroad to study things like dance or theater. Meanwhile the main reason you went abroad was bc you got to be a grade cow to up college's scores
Hope a furry caterpillar drops on my situationship's head 🐛
I'm just gonna focus on my own circus filled with ppl who are worth it 🎪
Rly need to figure out a new set of axioms and ethical code to follow bc I think doing the right thing no matter the cost, might well, be costing me too much. Cumulatively speaking too