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@ototoneot.bsky.social

Some day I shall be reborn as a seagull so that I can swoop down and snatch your fries 🍟💕

Kinda realised that mayhaps I might be a bigger danger for the schi zo guy than he is for me. But not for the general public tho. They'd just have to tanggung ne po scum baby's violence. Watered by his spoilt parents and the group over yrs, plucked and experienced by ppl with less resources to dodge

Really shouldn't have been obvious abt my distain for that guy tbh. Bc now any plans of unaliving him wouldn't work bc some fellow kepo ne po scum baby would def snitch to the popo. ACAB but only if it serves my image

Tbh I feel like the way of deradicalisation is spending more time with X, friends and my online buddies. Gaming for an hour with prosocial ppl alrdy increases my thoughts of actually most ppl are good and kind you were just unlucky a bit to brush past horrid ones

Feel like the worst part of this is also whenever I feel the dark clouds wafting overhead cute animals and things dissolves them but now whenever I look at cute animals thoughts of I think I wanna murder that guy pops up

Honestly kan the fact that some of them could study in American colleges prob paying international student fees, means that they're more privileged than even some of the Americans themselves. Then come back home, positioning themselves against Imperialism and Asian diaspora in those countries

Feel like I should stop thinking altgt abt this for now tbh. The more I think abt it the more it all narrows in on certain thoughts. Like when I used to go hunting with my dad and all you can see and am aiming for is that babi hutan in front of you

Kinda funny that ppl crash out by crying I crash out via dismantling my ethical axioms so the possibility of brushing past someone who is friends with a ne po scum baby who burns hams bc they have had a bad day is absolute zero

I have never in my life doubted if I've helped the wrong person or ppl. Worst case scenario is still actually I don't regret doing the right thing no matter the cost. But I no longer believe that it's true. I really regret nudging her again tbh. It was a mistake for me

Kinda dumb also if you think abt it. Donating to fundraisers set up by ppl with rich parents who send their kids abroad to study things like dance or theater. Meanwhile the main reason you went abroad was bc you got to be a grade cow to up college's scores