sheze
@sheze.bsky.social
🇮🇹 My world ends once a week, don't get too into what I say
my main piece of advice to aspiring video essay type youtubers is: Make less ambitious claims. You don't NEED to tell me about the direction of society as a whole. You don't even need to tell me a big story about how some person or text is all one way or all another way. just tell me what u see
I remember dreaming about evangelion once, when i first watched it I feel very bad about those years, about how many horrible things i said, about how many things i faked hating and faked liking I hope i will be better I hope i am already better than that...
I dont really trust that anyone would like me if i was honest. I pain myself with every lie and every hidden thing and tell myself how wrong i am but honestly i am kind of realising i need to do these things to live around people
Me, acting like a madman on an online game and roleplaying in my mind: ha ha HA YEAH! I'M A WRITER!
I still have a lot of videos I never uploaded yet and a lot of baby photos of him from when we first got him so I will still be uploading more in the future, but consider these last few posts his goodbye to everyone who’s loved him from afar 🌈
I always thought the idea of "fake it until you make it" was some insane subversion story bullshit Every time i lied or faked something i became extremely and constantly aware of my lies and all i was focused on wasnt "making it" but keeping the lie consistent and plausible And i failed every time
When people say pretentious stuff like “I haven’t been excited by a new movie in years” are they aware that this is a sign they don’t care about art at all
I WAS OUTSIDE HAVING A SMOKE ON THE 20th OR 27th OF SEPTEMBER AT ABOUT 2:30 SOMETHING WHEN I LOOKED UP AND SAW A VERY BRIGHT FLORESCENT
These days ive been feeling kind of bad in a "i should tell a friend about thia" kind of way but the more i do (or think of what to say) the more i realise i just feel bad about a bunch of things for no reason i'm just feeling really bad thats kind of it Feels a little silly to vent about is all
I havent drawn in so long,,, i havent written in so long,,,,,,, i'll feel bad about it and lament this often full knowing i'm too fried to do anything these days
The test is fun! Oddly called me out like five times in a row and it's pretty accurate that integrity is my lowest,,,
Jaden@jadenthejaded.uk · 3w agoHey guys! Due to the trend of "what's your undertale soul color" reels I've seen recently, I decided to make something hopefully more accurate and fun than the other tests out there. I wanted it to be very Undertale themed and to have a bunch of Easter eggs. Try it at undertale.jadenthejaded.uk!
Aside from the usual mental illness nonsense i pull every fucking day at this point i guess i just noticed for like the whole month ive been feeling physically sick Like its harder to sleep than usual and my mouth hurts all the time and i dont feel hunger anymore and a bunch of things and im scared
will never not be funny to me how harry potter was venerated for getting a generation of kids into reading when really it just got them into harry potter
WELL,FIRST ID REALLY LIKE WHOMEVER IS GOING TO READ THIS TO KNOW THAT I AM REALLY HAVING A HARD TIME BELIEVING THIS MYSELF.I KEEP TRY
I'm a little jealous of selfshippers If only i was so motivated by love and lust to get absolutely CRACKED at drawing the lovely character i fell in love, no i gotta do it the hard way with no dramatic music and no montage
Shigofumi is insane because it'll have simple nice plots about people not accepting the death of their parents or something but have in the middle a bunch of insanely nuanced representations of how hard it is to believe in the goodness of others while also having a b plot of who the fuck is fumika
For a while i was almost completely disinterested in male characters,,, i kind of started getting it slowly while knowing these four guys,,,
I feel very bad about having kind of abandoned r1999 because all my friends love it and i still love the characters so much but i cant get the energy to play it for some reason
sheze@sheze.bsky.social · 2mo agoMy beloved,,,, Marsha the cutest,,,, Marsha my hero,,,, Marsha,,,,,,,
Came back from a trip, my first instinct coming back to my room was this She's very cute,,,
Finally watched the Whitepine finale. It was lovely,,, no actually it was mostly a heart attack after the other but yeah lovely
Sometimes i feel like i should play RDR2 because i really like going around in RDO but like actuaklly i dont have that kind of time and i mostly like RDO because i get to play as the lovely jhonson doing chores around,,,
I have seen UFO,s before but this one really freaked me out.
