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My real motivation to get good at drawing and have social media presence is so I can network with those big name artist alley people that I look up to grrr

I wanted to finish an artfight attack but I had to go to work 😔 I can only draw under deadlines, once I have free time I'm like I don't know I can't draw all of a sudden. Maybe I'll pick up some kind of insane personal project like an AMV 😖 animation is like the end of drawing though whew

I saw a tweet with the sentiment like, being (insert your age here) and your primary skill is drawing pictures, what a joke. lately I think to myself, so how long have you been drawing? Many years. Are you good at it? no, not at all... do you enjoy drawing? also no...

I deadass forgot how to draw again good grief. All those figure drawing classes in the past for nothing. It really only takes what feels like a short break for me to forget everything. Lately seeing good art just demoralizes me instead of inspiring me because I can't do that 😔

In the mangaichiba server there was extensive talk about making a general doujinka discord but nothing came of it bc no one (rightly) wants to bear responsibility managing an "unofficial" (official) general doujin community. I get it. I think the ideal art discords are just you and your homies. I've

Now that I don't have any event deadlines I'm back to total art inertia 😫... 😭... I sit at my desk at work thinking about drawing but then when I get home I don't do anything and then I can't sleep because of the feeling of having done nothing. Help...

I was looking at draft material/author comments for jjk and there are a lot that are like "I fucking hate this drawing" or "I was being fucked by my schedule". Sorry he feels that way but this will also be motivation for me to work on my doujin for which I harbor the same feelings

how it feels watching people who already have printed books turn up to m*nga ich*ba with their fat stacks and only need to make one new debut while im fighting for my fucking life trying to finish even 1 new work for my stupid half-weekday spot

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