I will never make myself small again. I spent so much of my life seeing how much I could cut off of my soul to fit inside a box I never wanted. I insist upon myself. I blossom like nightshade. And I will wilt for no one.
Niq
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Hazel Quantock pronouns: she/it🏳️⚧️ adjectives: tired autistic butch shader artist/coder, games dev >25yrs AuDHD | poly | furry | union girl fedi: https://pony.social/@niq https://www.shadertoy.com/user/TekF
WARHOUND changed my life before I even read it. The community around it reshaped my life already. Now I've I read it and it feelt like that was the missing piece for my change. I would not be the woman I have become over the past few months without it. And I love the woman I have become.
As of tonight, WARHOUND Volume One has sold 5000 copies!!!! Which is a completely, unreasonably fantastic milestone that I truly never expected to hit. I've said it before, but I'll say it again: I'm grateful beyond words to anyone who's ever picked up a copy (or encourages others to do the same) ❤️
you ever get gender envy from pixel art? 🥺
The second she hears the fridge open...
Absolutely absurd, the best games of all time came out at the precise age I was financially independent enough to buy multiple but before I became too busy to devote as much time to games (Seriously though lots of old games only hold up through nostalgia goggles.)
43% of nonunion workers say they would vote to unionize if they could. “It’s high time lawmakers translate the public’s near-record support for unions into policy.” @hshierholz.bsky.social on why the PRO Act and rebuilding union power belong at the center of the affordability debate.
Affordability's Key Ingredient Is Union Power
Tripling union membership would raise wages, reduce inequality and strengthen communities. Policymakers should take note.
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looking at one right now, can confirm
god trans women are so fucking pretty
Not only this, but the workers who are building the game know when it's fun or not VERY early into building it, but it often takes ages (and sometimes never happens) for leadership to pivot if what they originally thought up wasn't fun.
many mid (or worse) video game scripts are that way because either a) there was too much conflicting feedback from stakeholders; b) late design pivots meant the team had to reshuffle what they had and live with the results
If you do union casework even for a little bit, you learn very quickly that laws do not stop people in power from doing illegal things. The only way to limit the worst of what they are willing to do is to build up enough worker power that they fear it more than they want to do illegal stuff.
I've said it before but Mars Vice is really good, my favourite furry game and queer as fuck, with good writing and gorgeous art. Highly recommended.
100% This. I know Mars Vice would resonate with a load of folks, just has been exceptionally hard for various reasons to just get word out. Support folks making cool stuff so you can keep getting cool stuff.
no but it genuinely is really helping me work through and unpack stuff my therapist was very pleased with my progress since i started reading the book
“yeah so i read this book and it’s been really helping me work through and unpack a lot of stuff” “oh i’m so happy for you! what’s the book called?” “…okay so i should warn you it’s about lesbian mech pilots getting captured and brainwashed and having extremely unethical sex about it” “…what“
i should figure out what to have for dinner... *takes a shower* oh yeah, i should have some dinner *goes looking for a specific piece of lego* doh! dinner *posts about it*
Can I get a num lock lock, please? So I stop accidentally hitting num lock and then wondering why weird shit happens when I try to type numbers?
Politics-free games don’t exist. We’ve always been open about where we stand, and Young Suns is no different. You can help a queer- and trans-run studio make this industry a better place for everyone by wishlisting Young Suns on Steam store.steampowered.com/app/4149610/...
One of my favourite things about fat redistribution, that I didn't understand until I saw it on my own body: You can still be fat and have fat redistribution. I have a waist like this AND a big belly, the belly just sits lower than it used to. I look good in crop tops and I'm still fat. Love it. ❤️
This is the same endo who told my I was too old to get fat redistribution so I'd never have a femme waist
I'm never gonna get over the endo at a trans clinic very seriously explaining the "side effects" of HRT i.e. describing normal female puberty she seemed peeved that i was happy and jokey about it
A question from Reddit that I'll answer here: "What's the most unhinged thing a doctor has said to you with a straight face?"
I'm willing to die on the hill of QA are some of the MOST important people in game dev, and often the most overlooked. There are no "lazy" QA. There are no "just push it to prod" QA. There are no "don't even bother checking" QA. There are massively overworked, underappreciated and understaffed QA.
In game dev the most satisfying praise you'll get isn't going to come from your lead or director It'll come from a member of your QA team
Big stressful travel plans next week but if I stress about them more now then that means I have less stress next week... right? ...right?
hrt has done many wonderful things for me but the 3 day period headaches can fuck off it's not even a very bad one it's just... i'm bored of it now... one more day to go
every search should have a link to a page with all the search syntax and operators, and should allow AND, OR, -, from:, etc we need to stop removing advanced functionality just because some users are too simple
Discord should also let you search for exact and specific words, instead of polluting the search results with vaguely similar words
QRP with your most popular piece on bsky My Dodecathedral:
Probably this one :)
went to bed at 1am, got to bed at 2.40am... i can account for about 20 minutes of that
you had me at leftist infighting
Young Suns is a life-sim set in the aftermath of a successful revolution against predatory corporations. Help the people of Jupiter rebuild! Featuring: 💫 Space exploration 💄 Character creator 🚀 Ship decorating 👼 Leftist infighting Wishlist now! store.steampowered.com/app/4149610/...
oh so muted words still show up if they're in a username? that's really wonderful when i've muted a word i find triggering, really super helpful
Really important that more people wake up to this reality - asking people in power only works if they care about you. If they don't care you need to find things they do care about, like profits, peace & quiet, or your obedience. Rob them of those things and eventually they'll negotiate.
I think it was Heinlein who once said "Never appeal to a man's better nature, because he might not have one"
Lots of great stuff in here (and philosophers being cited!) I particularly enjoyed the distinction between liberation and representation
Our interview with Tom Gann of @newsocialist.bsky.social, talking about who we are, why we do what we do, our philosophy, and Woodcock's sinister proscription attempt. This is our most in-depth interview yet, so please give it a read xoxo BASH BACK newsocialist.org.uk/transmission...
Vanessa is the perfect weapon to protect her sister. Until she wasn't. Wrecked with guilt, Vanessa and her crew set off to get revenge against the vampire that killed her sister. But monsters have many forms. archiveofourown.org/works/89664836 Rather listen? www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClsM...
i forgot that existing as a woman with a camera means random dudes will try to talk to you i did the classic autistic thing of shutting him down without even meaning to him: "that's a nice building to take pictures of" me: "not really it's just there" didn't even turn to look at him