Midnight Pickled Queer

@the2ndshootingstar.bsky.social

🔞she/her🔞your favoritest sister🔞proudly woke pro-art youthlib and always getting woker🔞

why cant meruru think of a single poly sibling relationship in fiction? meruru at least knows horny fantasy postings of two age gap sisters and their mom but if u JUST want the "grew up together" element whys it always a 2pair couple? the only ship that comes close is lyney lynette freminet rarepair

meruru (me) has been in a state of permanent sexual/orgasm denial from the entire world around her since maybe she was single digits. at least if i was on a metaphorical leash kept at a distance i could get off on THAT since leashes are hot but no only pure stimless denial.

what kinda dumb bitch am i for thinking about hitting up a friend in dms for sex RIGHT AFTER the chance for sex came n went and whatever kind of a vibe there was COMPLETELY died im so shameless online until it comes to saying these fucked up words with my actual mouth then i wanna treat to DMs again

oh oh no its stopped just being a vague pit of spiraling self hatred and now i can actually feel like one wrong word or step and i literally stumble to the floor and start crying i thought i, i hoped i, i wanted to be... im not better than that after all i guess

porn where one character bitterly masturbates to another for not reciprocating their feelings while plotting some revenge make it look so cathartic to lean into just being the most awful kind of person but dont believe it its fake and BS, cumming to the thought of them will just make you depressed

getting into dating with the help of your big sister, following all her advice and meeting all sorts of girls, but no one really stuck, until one fateful day she suggests going on a practice date with her, which you hesitantly agree to, and you realize that no one makes you feel as special as her...

meruru has serious mental regulation problems because shes so horny and sex obsessed ALL the time and if she tries to broach the subject ppl say easy stuff like sex is normal to want but nobody else has ever seen how seriously LIFE-encompasing it is for me and it makes me miserable and hate myself

The question "Is this condition overdiagnosed" is actually asking "Have we found an exceptional case of a medical issue where healthcare is too easy to get?" and the answer to that is always no. There has never, at any point, been a situation where it was too easy to get healthcare.