Suzy

@theprincess.bsky.social

Transbian with a penchant for some fucked up things, but a strong moral code Legally/biologically late 20s, but identify as 12. Anything fantasy is okay, real life harm isn't. Love yourself and love others. Destroy capitalism then me destroy me, hnng~

I wanna tell one of my gfs about me being agefluid but idk how it'd react, and I worry poorly bc we used to have a big sister little sister dynamic that went poorly for a lot of reasons, one of which was it didn't like that it felt like I was on a different level than it, or feeling responsible 4 me

Seeing someone say Mario Sunshine's controls feel antiquated, but they're not in my circles so I can't tell them they're wrong without breaking containment and risking exposure... I am being tested

I did the thing! If you like any of these (except Minecraft, everyone's played that and I'm kinda over it) and want to talk about them, please DM me, or just comment here, cause I could gush about any of them for hours. ESPECIALLY the middle one. Final Fantasy X, my beloved.

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Welp. I got recommended a fediverse instance, and I haven't tried one in a long time, so I decided to give it a shot, in hopes that it'd be better than the ones that I've seen in the past. Almost immediately saw real zoo. So that's a fucking no >:c

All day people have been calling me "kid" or "kiddo" and it's made me so freaking happy you have no idea, it feels like discovering gender euphoria all over again

Bluesky is really interesting, because I feel like I can *almost* talk completely freely, but I feel like I still gotta toe the line. Like, I can *imply* what my favorite pride flag is, and I feel like most of you could already guess it, but I don't think posting it outright would be a good idea.

little girl who likes tiny cute things made for kids but also some super violent or over the top bad-*ss things like Devil May Cry or Hellsing (the sexism problems of both notwithstanding)

Statements that hurt me: "Grow up" "Act your age/Act like an adult" "Quit being childish" Statements that fill me with euphoria "You're very smart for your age!" "Good girl!" "Hey kiddo" "I want to groom you"

I think I figured out how I feel about my identity, age wise. I think the best term would be age fluid. Sometimes I feel my biological age, but most of the time I feel 8-12. Sometimes even 6, but mostly 8. Is that a thing? Is that a valid thing to feel? That my age fluctuates that much?