Velbat

@velthrick.bsky.social

AL | 28, Male (He/Him), | PDX Bat | 🔞 Some Mature Content | MMO Shenanigans | Dragon Enthusiast Peer Support Specialist | Student | Healthcare Worker Icon - @tolione.bsky.social Header - @venkpng.bsky.social

Spent the last three days trying to get myself to draw and work on my queue only for my ipad and pen to be dead. Between the guilt of still having not finished and my own inabilities and shame, I'm giving myself a hard deadline of Friday before issuing refunds. I'm sorry for failing y'all.

I wish I fully understood what was wrong with me that makes trying to form connections with people who aren't in crisis so difficult for me. I've been here 6 months now, and not only have I failed to make local friends, but the people I do know who live up here don't seem interested in hanging out

Been going for Grand Slam attempt runs (Kill all 5 act bosses without dying) in Darkest Dungeon 2 and fumbled right at the last boss with a silly mistake. It's been fun trying to make one team work for the different bosses but OAGH does it take so long to do attempts.

Oaghhh, I desperately need my insurance benefits to hurry up and arrive, so I can start the process to get back on medication again. I'm so tired of how much of my already extremely limited mental fortitude I have to spend every day on mitigating my constant severe unprompted SI.

Oaghhh I NEED to find events or things to do in the evenings now that I'm working a "normie" schedule. I finally have the " do stuff with the homies " schedule and no homies to do stuff with. 🫠😭

This is from last month, when (I think) my 'painting cute animals' wave started. There are days I feel just like this dude, and on those days I'm extra-happy.

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