this is what t4t is really like

having someone to love and take care of was the most happy ive ever felt with myself. i felt like i could actually make an impact on someone. like i was important. i forgot how fucking miserable of a person i am without that feeling

big fih

“Hey, is there poison in this?” “Why does that matter, hm? Shouldn’t you care more that it tastes good? You’re really creating a judgemental atmosphere for us poisoners.”

Brooke | Chafee 🇨🇦@chafee.bsky.social · yesterday

I literally just peaked at the Scritchy Scratchy thread on the AP server and the mods are ripping someone apart for asking if gen AI is used in the AP world and other AP worlds they’re interested in playing. Jesus fucking christ something needs to change on that server.

it's kinda funny when people are like therians should know a lot about their theriotype species, cause animals don't know shit about their species or anything in general really

bpd jesus: one of you will betray me

lmao

USSR Pictures@ussrpictures.bsky.social · 2d ago

"Prudery is the enemy of art" - Soviet poster, 1980s

another one !!

suspiciously green bananas is sadly one of the funniest things i’ve read in awhile

"seek help" and then when you say it's a proven therapeutic tactic to enjoy fictional content theyre like ok well um your therapist is a fed psyop and youre lying and also why do *i* have to see it like why dont you just sit in shame and silence forever

it's unbelievable how real he is

this would all be better if i would just fucking call my therapist

specifically moral ocd. idk the more i research it the more i wanna push it down

dead dog do not eat 🔞@aardwolvez.bsky.social · 2d ago

i might have ocd but i can worry about that later i think

i might have ocd but i can worry about that later i think

i wonder if they cheer whenever something bad happens to me. i wonder if they think and laugh about how much happier they are than me. but that would mean they still think about me and hear about when bad things happen to me. which would be crazy right. why would they know.

being plural is annoying because half of me is mature and forgiving about my trauma and the other half is ravenous and violent and suicidal about it and then sometimes im in the middle which drives me fucking insane

i remember my whole “bit” when i was younger was that i was incredibly emotional and overly-sensitive but i think that was actually all completely reasonable reactions to all of the things i was experiencing at the delightful age of 15

how do u stop being suicidal about things that happened to you years ago where everyone involved were completely different people and you feel like an evil asshole for still having CPTSD from it

im going to bed but im okkkkkk saying that so thag any irls rhat see this dont call my family LOL

its been 2 years 6 months and 8 days since my last suicide attempt

first night in a few years where ive genuinely considered killing myself 👍 im like, fine, but yeah

i wish i still had it in me

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juno Rylee Schultz@junoryleejournalism.com · 2d ago

If mutual aid continues dying on BlueSky then people like me will die

want to stop taking my meds so i want to kill myself again

turned him into a pokemon. with #rubbermon alts >:3

i wish i was worth the effort it takes to love me

why does waking up in the middle of the night make me want to relapse wtf is the brain thing with thag

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