i feel like we need a name for the dynamic of "the author needs to figure out some gender stuff fast because if this work is being made by a cis person its just kinda transphobic" (tbc I hate how this dynamic tends to play out and will always err on the side of "she's working thru things" but yeag)
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| 18+ only | she/her or it/its | trans | 30s | the face that launched a thousand tits | i write smut mostly revolving around monstrous pregnancies || moo
i've really gotta remember my hierachy of needs and consult it when I'm spiraling
I'm watching Billy Corgan interview Courtney Love and gods this is a disaster and gods they deserve each other
in these end times, you have to manage your expectations, the worse case scenario probably won't happen, but if you can triangulate the DUMBEST and worst case scenarios, thats probably always going to happen and you should plan accordingly
surreal experience where a coworker who misgendered me a couple times heard me assert my pronouns once and suddenly is a staunch ally correcting other coworkers when they fuck up pretty nice tbh
the problem with self improvement as a woman is that you can be near perfect at a thing and men will nitpick you to death, while they're congratulating each other for not shitting their pants all that much and they have all the fucking power so that is the standard that ends up reinforced
...I think some of the fat is finally going to my hips? Noticing a subtle but definite change in my figure!
"NO!" "It's kinda like that." "I WANT TO KILL HER." "Of course." "SO I SPENT EIGHT WEEKS BUILDING THE PERFECT SWORD-" "Yeah." "-TO FINALLY END HER MISERABLE EXISTENCE." "So...you spent two months thinking about how best to shove something inside her." "GODDAMNIT SHUT UP."
upped my estrogen dose a little bit and yeah okay the last time my tits were this sore I was like two years in
NEVER MIND SHUT UP IT'S INTERNATIONAL LESBIAN DAY EVERYONE LOOK AT ME
so there's this gnoll lady that joined our party...
Tired: you can tell Gwyndolin was trans because she was a son turned into a daughter Wired: you can tell Gwyndolin was trans because she kept vital infrastructure running for a society that hated her while living in her dad's basement and projecting a vision of idealized femininity
this is actually why they hid Gwyndolin away
You just know Seath the Scaleless was a chaser
Can someone make a diy guide that has info on sourcing dht cream for me and my poor penis please
I'm fairly certain the alien birth scene in Men in Black did things to my brain; I was already a bit fucked up around pregnancy for Reasons™️, but this fucking sealed it lmao.
Okay actually this is me transitioning to a new childhood media topic: What childhood media was formative kink fodder? i'll give multiple examples below but there's an episode of Hey Arnold where he has to parade around publicly in bunny pajamas and get laughed at as penance... "i feel funny" lmao
Sir shinji, commune with the godhead, or else lady rei will have to do it again
I was scared of a lot of things as a child, but the earliest I recall was being absolutely freaked the fuck out by the Goofy movie opening where Max becomes a giant. No clue why, it just freaked out a young me. Wish the answer was more satisfying but that was it.
Mine would be Clock Tower for the SNES, which I played at a frighteningly young age. I still find myself checking behind closed shower curtains to this day Also, I'm sure that stalking and eviscerating schoolgirls in cute skirts had little to no effect on my emotional development
this is such a minor bitch given everything going on, but i do think there's a discussion to be had about trans activism right now taking a very fear-uncertainty-dread approach to try to appeal to allies, but mostly ends up worsening a bunch of trans folks' anxiety instead.
I should probably post some screenshots of the map i've been working on so here #sourceengine #gmod #hammer
had a dream that communists started building customized portapotties to criticize anarchists. something about the "occupied" label not working as a statement on how you never know what you'll get with anarchy.
Just two cow gals helping one another out 😜💦 Comm for @gardnerverse.bsky.social
When you’re okay with half the Jedi surviving.
A premiere is coming :) youtu.be/ZNPaMyprU04 Exploring BLUE: Resident Evil meets Tomb Raider meets Flipper
Exploring BLUE: Resident Evil meets Tomb Raider meets Flipper
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Me: you ever notice all the penetrative imagery Cronenberg gives his male characters in movies? My friend: why no. Whatever do you mean?
VIDEODROME (1983, David Cronenberg)
so the thing about mechsplo is women will just assign you whichever character would be worse to be for you