Brian

@catherding.nekoweb.org

Brian / 27 / Male / SW PA / Personal & Furry Art Stuff Here

Discomfort is an essential part of growth and wouldn’t it be so embarrassing to be the exact same person thirty years from now, in a totally different world, because you were so averse to discomfort?

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Once you start noticing how the incapacity to handle discomfort affects how people live their lives it's actually pretty shocking how it ruins pretty much every conceivable aspect of existence. Interpersonal relationships, romantic and platonic. Career and education opportunities. Your politics Your willingness to go anywhere. The kind of food you eat. The kind of art you expose yourself to and your ability to read it. It's never just one thing, it touches everything, and once you notice it it's like suddenly being able to see germs or something. Just this horrific catastrophe people look at you askance for screaming about. As I grow older and see what became of my friends and peers who could not learn to handle discomfort, the more I'm like. This is a genuine societal issue
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Increasing my discomfort tolerance has also been one of the greatest assets to improving my mental health.

Okay just in anyone else needs to hear this: if the act of drawing suddenly fills you with anxiety or dread or panic, for any reason or no reason at all, you have permission to put the art down and walk away for a little while 🫶 breaks are a very important part of the process, you got this 🩵

there's this guy i follow on instagram that makes horrifying ai slop self ship of him and the over 20 chippettes (i consume this media critically) and the way they always go "know what im SAYNNNNNN?" is a new vocal stim. sorry. i will never not pronounce it like this for the rest of my life.

mm i should boot my toyhouse back up and get it up to date. i really loveeee the concept of a site where i can have all my character art in one spot WITH sources nice and organized but ehhg. i dont like the community nor the lack of moderation. but if i stick to myself thats fine, innit

the other day i got a cold brew expresso blend bottle. not sure how that works. but it tastes good. i sipped it and instantly pictured brian's fursuit because it tastes just like how his coffee spray smells. the spray is home made, just fragrance oil in 70% alcohol

sci-fi story about a person that goes into a robot body but they have an identity crisis over how much their personality changes when they no longer have the brain/body connection

i got stung by a wasp😭😭😭 they're all over my porch but i didn't notice the one on the banister i was using to steady myself while walking up the stairs so i legit just rammed my hand into her and she freaked out and stung me 😭 owwie

my first priority is finishing The Cats Top Surgery Memoir as well as adding in a Name Change Special (and eventually a Hysto Special) but after that i think i want to do a run of short webcomics. stuff that'd be like 1-3 comic books if printed out. like something that'd be just one volume.

in Transformers Prime, Megatron and Starscream are actually in a bdsm lifestyle relationship. they consent to, and enjoy, all that shit that happens

i'm thinking abt an art piece of a boobed up trans guy but making him as masc as possible, seeing if i can have a character with breasts & a vagina still be read as Male instantly by even a normie that isn't sure if "trans man" means you "started" as a man or are becoming one

i'm trying to rewatch Twilight tonight. i felt off all day so maybe just giving up and having a movie night while drawing will be good for me. i watched this last year during my top surgery recovery, but i can't remember anything about it. i think i was still fucked up from the painkillers then.