I understand people’s frustrations with getting seen on social media and feeling like they’re drowning in a sea of voices, but I cringe so hard seeing other artists passive aggressively scold their audience for not reblogging their work hard enough

I’ve had a few people ask me if I intend on doing NSFW comms The answer is no because the last thing I would personally want is to have sexual interactions with random people, but also the thing is I’m on the ace spectrum. You don’t want dick drawings from the guy who never looks at dicks

**the mutual aid thing was supposed to be like a group for disabled people to find like, other disabled people to socialize and potentially room with, so people could help find others who could accommodate their needs It was a nice idea while it lasted, I guess.

𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔤𝔞𝔯@deadcelebrities.bsky.social · 2w ago

Every time I feel like I’m making some kind of headway in my life and take one step forward something puts me two steps back. Get on ADHD meds to make art easier, injure my drawing hand. Find a local mutual aid org to try and make friends/potential roommates, org goes down in flames due to drama

Every time I feel like I’m making some kind of headway in my life and take one step forward something puts me two steps back. Get on ADHD meds to make art easier, injure my drawing hand. Find a local mutual aid org to try and make friends/potential roommates, org goes down in flames due to drama

𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔤𝔞𝔯@deadcelebrities.bsky.social · 2w ago

Anyone else out here being Doomed by the narrative

never thought short form video would be able to capture a type of humor i can only describe as “the far side-esque” but this comes close.

Anyone else out here being Doomed by the narrative

freehand / ref-less doodling and feeling Bad

Slowly figuring out how to make drawings of my characters not look weird and distorted when they’re facing the left yayyyyy

I feel such a deep sense of existential purposeless rn. I don’t quite know what to do with myself or where to direct my energy.

[WIP] ref-less sketching

instead of doing anything useful I got sidetracked and drew my OC from when I was like 11 years old

i don’t expect to be hand-held through every single medical thing I have done, I’m a grownass adult, but this pattern of being treated like a burden or a pest for lowkey wanting some support just feels like ass

𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔤𝔞𝔯@deadcelebrities.bsky.social · 4w ago

ugh my parents just bum me out about everything man. mentioned that i was gonna try taking my adderall again today and they’re like “um ok? have fun with your meth why are you telling us” like man I dunno. meds are new to me it just feels mentally helpful keeping someone In The Loop I guess.

ugh my parents just bum me out about everything man. mentioned that i was gonna try taking my adderall again today and they’re like “um ok? have fun with your meth why are you telling us” like man I dunno. meds are new to me it just feels mentally helpful keeping someone In The Loop I guess.

i feel like it’s less of a depression problem and more like ive always felt like “what’s the point of literally anything”. most normal people things and milestones don’t interest or appeal to me so i feel like im always just killing time instead of doing anything meaningful and it stresses me out

𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔤𝔞𝔯@deadcelebrities.bsky.social · 4w ago

even though I have meds now which is nice I just still feel like, defeated? I’m never gonna be able to afford to move out probably so I just feel like I’m not working towards anything

even though I have meds now which is nice I just still feel like, defeated? I’m never gonna be able to afford to move out probably so I just feel like I’m not working towards anything

morning

It gets cold in their apartment, and lucky for Wesley, Neil has a built-in incubator.

Dear god I found some absolutely prehistoric Donnie art in my files, circa 2020

I can't take this anymore! *raises hand to snap fingers that activates sKill 3 which drops a meteor on your dumb ass that lands one stun and two burn debuffs that does devastating damage on your next turn, killing you violently on your turn*

a pair of baby shoes with a ton of wear and tear on em tells a pretty sad story too. what could this baby have been running from

Ohhh stumbled upon an old drawing I did of this guys human design. He’s got short hair here because this is more of his modern day look but I should take a shot at doing his human 80s self with the long hair

The problem with developing a story when you don’t have much life experience is you run the risk of all your characters kind of feeling like You in different fonts because you haven’t had much to draw upon other than whatever media/art you’re taking in

I do the exact same thing every day like 90% of days and if I don’t figure out how to mix up my life a little bit more I’m gonna blow something up. Or I myself will blow up

I’d quite like to rectify this and get out more because I basically never go anywhere but the doctor. That said though I have no clue how bc we have an atrociously scant public transit infrastructure + waiting at the bus stop in this heat is a legit medical hazard for me

𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔤𝔞𝔯@deadcelebrities.bsky.social · 2mo ago

due to an unfortunate combination of: - I live in a 100+ degree summer climate and have a cardiac condition (can’t walk places) - due to my medical issues I cannot drive - I only have 2 local friends that can drive me and one is not on the country rn I barely get out of the house so when I do >

due to an unfortunate combination of: - I live in a 100+ degree summer climate and have a cardiac condition (can’t walk places) - due to my medical issues I cannot drive - I only have 2 local friends that can drive me and one is not on the country rn I barely get out of the house so when I do >

[WIP] I’ve felt slightly disconnected from Jesse lately in a way that’s been giving me like actual existential anguish bc they’ve been my main OC for like upwards of ten years now. Freaked out for a second and drew this to try and re acquaint myself with their face… I like the outcome, at least

[WIP] aimlessly doodling without reference again

taking cbd and caffeine at the same time makes me feel like that tumblr post about Quil