Nyx

@eternanyx.bsky.social

She/Her Artist, hermit, usually playing video games or reading Avid dragon enjoyer Mildly hunts Stalker back in Warframe-

Woke up early because I wanted to go get jeans and a tire pump for my electric bike, yknow, so I could fix it to use after work instead of walking on tired feet. *Only to remember on demand doesn't work on saturdays* ffffff- I COULD HAVE HAD MORE SLEEP BUT NOW IM AWAKE

Going from a job where I could go in when I wanted to, to a job where I just have to grin and bear it, is definitely a learning curve. Still my mood has been far better. I might even regain my willpower to draw! Here's hoping.

I love hearing from people at work how in order to have a basic living in my state we'd need like 26 an hour and I am nowhere near that /Yippeee/

Today was a hell of a time. I'm praying this interview I did earlier today went well because I'm SO OVER LOSING 4 HOURS A DAY TO TRANSIT- I just wanna be stable god I hope I get this job-

This is probably a thought I should have had... oh... yknow /much/ sooner But it's finally settling in that no one is going to be able to fix things in my life but me. So I gotta be the one to kick my own butt into gear. Even if that means doing things that trigger my anxiety something fierce.

Forgive my language but it's been bad shit on top of bad shit AND I started the day with a fucking anxiety attack from hell. Today has not been my day.

Oh good lordy I can feel the headwave comin The sunlight mugs me on my way home from work. I'm *melting* today. I was not built for heat but it's the only damn job that pays something *not* minimum wage fff-

Since I feel like sharing. Here's a couple other shots I took for our Satisfactory session yesterday. I'm really getting the hang of the game's photo mode. Though sometimes Spud and Dad still beat me hahaha It's a challenge, now xD

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88 freaking degrees in a tin box is criminal lemme tell ya lord the minute I have the spare funds to get an appliance extension cable for my AC unit-

I feel like I'm always bouncing between too little sleep to function, and too much work for sleep. And then toss in a healthy dose of stress and anxiety on top of it and you get me. Little bean dragon who can't function most days anymore. Yippeeeee lmao

Hmmm Tennocon coming up again And I'm having to sit and wonder if I make another Warframe art to go with it I did one last year and I'm still heccin proud of it

I never want to experience power going down again. What a kick in the rear to really get my head into the right space to focus. I've had the most exhausting, and most stressful few days. Felt like I was going mad just trying to stay entertained. Napped most of it off when I wasn't on the phone.

please understand. artists don't get nearly as much feedback (praise, comments or otherwise) as you think they do. much less than years and years ago. we don't know how much you like it. we don't know how it affected you. unless you say something, or recommend it, comment, reblog. anything.

mimi 🩵💛@knightlyaffair.bsky.social · 5mo ago

go tell your favorite artists you like their work. you may think they hear it enough or your praise would be identical to someone else's so you say nothing, but i promise you they would love to hear it. and sometimes they need to hear it.