Isolave

@isolave.bsky.social

I snorted raisin bran once. I like firearms, cars, video games and breaking things. Not to be taken seriously. I stole a riot shield once. Avatar by @peachyeggs.bsky.social https://allmylinks.com/isolavetv

The biggest difficulty I've had with my story is me. I've been depressed to a point where I'll get home and stare at the wall until I need to go to bed. It eats away at me, because a friend, my editor, pushed me to do it after talking about it for years. Depression has been eating at me.

What kills me about having writers block is where I left off in my drafts. He's just sitting in a holding cell wondering about what's going to happen next. I wonder if people have passing thoughts like that, unfinished drafts being stalled in time, in universe. I'll get back to it soon, I hope.

Night-Runners' private alpha is infuriating. I don't know why they fucked up the AI with such drastic rubber banding. It'll absolutely kill the game on release if the AI continues to work like that. Absolutely heartbreaking with how on point the anemoic past vibes are.

I read the other day that time seems to speed up as you get older, because you get used to doing the same thing again and again. I built a gun rack, it felt like forever, but only took an hour. It was nice. I'm on some medication and feel better. I have chapters to release. This week. Hopefully.

My for you tab was really horny so I started to avoid thirst trap posts to fix it but then it switched to America politics so I started liking thirst traps again because that's better than politics but now it's thirst traps AND American politics and now I get horny whenever someone mentions Iran.

I spent the last few days playing through Dark Interval's Part 2 and Raising the Bar Redux's Division 3 updates. It was nice to go back to playing some kind of Source mod after so long, and very fascinating to see two different interpretations of mostly the same source material.

I'm still writing my story, but something happened in the last couple of months that made me uncomfortable. One of my characters was kind of based off of a not-friend-anymore, and its kind of hard to disassociate that character, because they were based on my perception of them.

I really need to get around to getting some key art done for my story. Like the story, I have ideas trapped in my head that I have a vague idea of what I want. Unlike writing, I have absolutely no artistic skill, so I'm going to have to grovel and shove money at my art friends. Worth it, though.

New chapter is up. Started to explore more of the main character and flesh him and his issues out, and now he's starting to face a world they never knew. Also, I wanted to start using my pen name, so that's on there as well. Lemme know what you think. archiveofourown.org/works/654693...

Red Line: Beginning - Chapter 4 - Giovanni Ruza (Isolave), mintyeggs - Original Work [Archive of Our Own]

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My story has about 100 hits on it. It doesn't seem like much, but if you found it through here, or other places I've posted or talked about it, it means a lot. Thank you.

20 years ago today, July 14, 2005, I created "Link finds a WTF" on YTMND, later becoming better known today on the Internet after it took on a life of its own as "WTF BOOM!". To commemorate this 20th anniversary, I've remastered my original WTF BOOM! YTMND in 4k. #ytmnd #wtfboom