Marshall M.Div

@marshman503.bsky.social

Mental Health Advocate // B.A., M. Div // Randolph-Macon College, ‘19 // Union Presbyterian Seminary ‘22 // Inclusively Orthodox Episcopalian // He/Him Liber delectatio animae

As a library student, I realized this about myself. All the adult services displays I’m making lists for are all…heavy. And I could find very little joyous material I knew to make something…fun? I’m trying to read fun books more now but, especially in adult services, that’s a difficult task.

Kingfisher & Wombat@tkingfisher.com · yesterday

I swear to God, part of the problem of literacy is that we make kids read SO MANY books like this. Of course they’re going to associate reading with misery! We put them in a Skinner box and shock them when they read, what did people THINK would happen?

There’s a whole essay to be written about the theological implications of answering “yes” instead of “Hell no” to these questions in Lamb of God’s outro for “Blacken The Cursed Sun” and I might just write it. (I think that’s like the 5th essay I’ve decided to write in the past week lol)

Outro lyrics from Lamb of God’s “Blacken The Cursed Sun”

Can we still be saved?
(Hell, no)
Does your god hold a place for us?
(Hell, no)
Is there time to repent?
(Hell, no)
Will we rise from the dead?
(Hell, no)
Can these sins even be forgiven?
(Hell, no)
Is there still hope for us?
(Hell, no)
Were we ever even alive?
(Hell, no)
Is any of this even real?
(Hell, no)
(Hell, no)

I will say that being told "not yet" so many times, combined with how long it was going to take to get back in the saddle; I do feel like I failed somehow by getting an M.Div and not being on track for the priesthood, or any ordination, anymore.

Oh hey! A little over a week ago was my two year anniversary of transplantation on the Feast of Mary Magdalene! There’s definitely something to be said for how…theological it feels to be given new life by the death of another. It used to keep me up at night. But again we rise. ❤️ #transplantation

I’m sure there’s something to write on today’s Genesis reading about Jacob wrestling with God and librarianship’s challenges…I’m gonna tinker with that today as a spiritual practice I think. ⚓️

The headache I get from "future of libraries" discussions that make library staff out to be fucking superheroes. We aren't. We're human beings who cannot do everything asked of us NOW, much less in these ambitious futures of being everything to everyone. Idk, it's just frustrating.

Scrolled back to find this to say it's been over a month now and I've heard nothing. Suffice to say I probably didn't get even a call back for this one which, with an M.Div and an almost completed MLIS, I thought they'd at least want to chat but apparently not...

Marshall M.Div@marshman503.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Hey theological library folks, anyone got connections to Villanova? They posted a theological librarian position 7 days ago and I’m looking to apply, even though my degree doesn’t finish till December! Looking to see if they’ll take me with an expected graduation date!

Listening to a Christianity Today podcast (I know, I know...I'm not a fan of them either) about the Satanic Panic and as someone who did a project in Catholic school on how heavy metal was rarely as scary as it seemed to be, this is gonna be interesting. We'll see how far I get before I lose my mind

In writing a play about C.S. Lewis, William Nicholson wrote some of the best words I’ve ever found about literacy and reading. “We read to know that we are not alone.” Just thought we all should hear that.

Doing a children’s book project for class and not being a youth librarian means I pick a classic I loved as a kid. I have my qualms with it theoretically now (the MLK comparison in the author’s note is…not my fav) but it’s still an amazing book!

Picture book emblazoned with a Caledott Medal and entitled “John Henry”; written by Julius Lester, with pictures by Jerry Pinkney

Not my professor being like "I actually just got out of the hospital this morning and I'm not even supposed to be working rn so I don't have anything graded I was supposed to" GIRL GET OFF TEAMS AND GO TO BED!

Finished @amalelmohtar.com’s “The River Has Roots” yesterday. As someone trying to get back into fiction, this is the perfect book! 10/10! Couldn’t help but think of Sleep Token’s “Even In Arcadia” after it was over: “It seems that even in Arcadia you walk beside me still”

Am I a bad theologian if I see someone in sports talking about their faith in every interview and even wearing a “Jesus Won” shirt during their warmups on camera and thinking it’s kinda upsetting? We share the same faith but there’s something about that brand of evangelism that grosses me out.

I’m glad everyone’s enjoying this wild game. I however must wake up at 7 AM and any less than like 8-9 hours of sleep is detrimental to me in my old age of 30 going on 70 so I must bid adieu to an incredibly interesting match!