poppy

@poppydarrow.bsky.social

half-feral dog in the DMV. untagged hard kinks, im 50% cnc by weight.

reading about the Buffalo Naval Park and learning there's a restaurant called Liberty Hound and now I'm imagining a hound in over-the-top American patriotic trappings,,,

do medical providers give everyone verbal and written instructions that contradict each other or is it just me? like i listen and take notes and then i read the aftercare sheet and it just says different stuff. or i do what i was told then they say in a followup i shouldn't have. mf u wrote it down!

WHEN I MAKE ART I REPLICATE WHAT I SEE AND FEEL I HAVE DIVERSE FEELINGS TOO AND YOU CALL US PREVERTED I CALL YOU A FUCKING RAPIST YOU AI FUCK YOU CENSOR MY BODY I COVER MY EYES AND EARS MY MOUTH SPRAYING ACID YOU ALL BECAME THE AI SLOP YOU WISHED FOR THE REPETITIVE SLUDGE OF THE STATE

having a prog drunk girl straddled on top of Me, garrote wire strung taut from the headboard to the footboard of My bed pressing firm against her hips go on, grind away, your sex addled brain will hardly notice the wire’s loving embrace the sound of wire on bone might even be enough to make Me cum

You see her pretty little face light up as you enter the restaurant and force a smile back, ignoring the sick feeling in the pit of your stomach. She bounds up excitedly and you pull her in for a hug, all warmth and floral scent; this one wanted a mommy and its been you for two weeks now.

i have had breakdowns in therapy about the things my cunt made me do. ive argued with medical providers about what experiences count as. when She is in charge im stupid and needy and easy prey. i cant fucking trust her. im really glad She'll have a moderating influence next time she fucks me 😵‍💫

Klinga av Murgröna och Blod@hedera.blood.gay · 6d ago

neither of us need to process the mental or emotional fallout of what we made you do sure, she might be a little sore the next day, but she’s a switch so it’s fine taking apart @poppydarrow.bsky.social is such fun

i have been unable to hold eye contact with people plenty of times before, but never with my brain repeating 'you're going to blink because she's better than you' on a loop in the background while i literally squirm like a trapped animal.