i just can't hack it in the corporate world anymore. every fiber in myself rebels the whole time i try to squeeze myself into that sphere of the world, but what are my other options right now? i feel like im a failure no matter what i do or where i go or who im with
compared to this time last year, there are, like, NO jobs out there lol lmao
y'know… when i listen to myself talk, i think i may have been abused a lot in my life
still shook from last night i need a hug, but im looking around my social landscape here, and that hug isn't coming anytime soon fuck
I would simply like to live my quiet little life as a trans woman and buy fruit and sing and walk my dog and wave to my neighbors and watch movies and use restrooms without being the subject of a culture “war” where both political parties agree I’m a disgusting freak who doesn’t deserve civil rights
fuck. came home late, and just had to wait out some dude camping out by my building's entrance trying to get in. i think related to some kind of domestic dispute idk
realizing that the last cis person i went on a date with i got the ick because i made a joke that my neovagina "is a little weird" and she instantly moved to soothe instead of getting curious
someday i'll be loved the way i need and i don't even believe it's that far away, but… until then… 😮💨
thank god bar staff never gossip with each other, or else i'd be worried they're treating me extra nice just because one of their coworkers and i might possibly have a theoretical crush on each other.
dude sitting next to me at the bar who i can only describe as "kirkland brand cypher"
they're still rebuilding my apartment after replacing nearly all the drywall because of mold the previous management company allowed to take root. it's been nearly two months. when can i go home? i just want to be home.
it's kinda wild how much neighborhood choice can impact your life when you live in a big city idk if i'd feel like im making a place for myself here if i didn't have neighborhood spots where people know me, friends who say hi on the street, vendors who'll recognize me in the bar and chat
also, like… i pretty much assume that if people aren't asking questions, they're not learning new things and when people stop learning new things, we can't make new ideas and all AI does is regurgitate existing ideas. and that has applications, for sure, but it's not *invention*
becs. 🙂↕️@pussy.zone · 3d agohas anyone else noticed that no one is asking technical questions in work dev channels anymore? like… there used to be a ton of "how do i ___?" kinda questions, and now…
has anyone else noticed that no one is asking technical questions in work dev channels anymore? like… there used to be a ton of "how do i ___?" kinda questions, and now…
secretes between girls on the dance floor will remain secrets forever 🙂↕️
i want a rocker gf so i can steal her dope hoodies with bands i've never heard of on them
achievement unlocked: was so annoying to the LLM that even chatGPT told me to log off
is it just me, or does dating in cis wlw spaces move at a glacial pace (at least initially) compared to t4t dating? like, not a complaint, just… trying to reset expectations
every time a peer at work tells me i can "ask [ai tool]" to do something, the darkness inside me grows proportional to how easy the task is to accomplish manually
it does earnestly feel like things are happening, but at the same time, i'm so tired and so touch starved that i just want to be held _now_, damnit i'm so tired of waiting. fuck.
I just want to make sure I'm following here. Suggesting you might be a freak for liking underage porn, that's against the rules. But directly suggesting a nazi "solution" to trans people that's chill? Interesting.
Aaron Rodericks@aaron.bsky.team · 6d agoAre they threatening trans users directly? No. Trans folks in the US have been targeted repeatedly. That's awful and you have my sympathy. Within the context of a single post we wouldn't consider it a direct threat or targeting a protected category. Ie send trans folks to concentration camps.
blessing each transsexual with a very "gainful and steady employment plus fair medical treatment"
also, lol lmao, timeline is apparently *feral* today, and i'm just off in my own little corner yearning for one of the most offline people i know
damn i missed the tension buildup of realizing you have a crush on someone you know and see regularly irl, but damn if the transition to texting sometimes while they're away can't be just as awkward as moving from text to irl
damn shit's so good now, on WFH days, i finally feel comfortable just putting on a t-shirt and underwear and sitting down at my work computer surgery easily best decision i ever made