Ultragross

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Ultragross•Goblin•Jone 33•🏳️‍🌈•Artist•Naturalist Blacksmithing•metalworking•printmaking•bone art•foraging•birding etc. country goth type vibes Yes, THE Goblin 👹 Mushroom cult ca 2020 hmu I miss all of you TN>FL>MS>CA>MS>GA>TN

Oh my god. You know how boomers take selfies just like. Unflattering angles and light n facial expressions? My camera roll is filled w pics like that of myself but I’m just documenting my skin. I just realized this right now while scrolling. Fuckin boomer behavior.

Me: ocd fears of having a heart attack or stroke Also me: goes to the doctor n my BP is so low the nurse says “well. I mean. I can see you’re alive because you’re sitting here talking to me”

You can’t hurt me. I opt to drink a glass full of apple cider vinegar and lemon juice because I can’t stop eating sweet potatoes. (You can hurt me. But a warm Diet Coke doesn’t burn nearly so bad as this)

Hey so the meds are helping me btw Not as much as I’d like sometimes but they are helping me. More than lexapro did. Waaaay more than Prozac did. The OCD is still there but I don’t feel it in my body so much now if that makes sense? Obsessive thoughts but without the physical panic attached.

This is how my feet be when I sleep n this is prolly why they turn in so severely when I walk tbh occasionally I become hyper aware of it n remember to stick a pillow between my feet which I’ll be doing tonight

Jone’s right foot toes tucked behind their left foot heel and their left foot toes curled downward towards the mattress

Ya know my aunt (moms side) told me I look just like my dad which is funny because my aunts (dads side) have always disliked me a bit because they felt I didn’t look like their side of the family

Sometimes this acct turns into a documentation of me mourning every item of clothing that I’ve cherished and lost n im sorry for that (it’s prolly gonna happen again)

Still mad I let somebody borrow this vest for an event n they never gave it back (they gave me back a bunch of other shit I didn’t want tho lol. Kept the things that were worth anything. No surprise there) anyways. I had it from high school until sometime 2023

Jone in a black vest

I miss the forest. I miss foraging. I wna read everything. I wna smell the rain. Sick of how dry it’s been here. At least it’s cooled down some. But damn do I need the rain.