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i feel my mind cleft in twain Deserters run and none remain Who am I if left alone A kingdom with an empty throne Sat beside myself I jest A pain in the chest A soul bereft To whose end do I suffer You all seem content with one another is survival worth all this no closure found through open wrists

feeling doomed? zoom out. feeling dissociated? zoom in such is the necessary ebb and flow of navigating hierarchical systems from the inside. seek to see the land beneath the pavement. the human, through their mask. You, beneath your trauma then see yourself in the world. in the beauty of life

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chasing perfection necessitates further inspection. knowledge is a burden, surely. but it's also what keeps life from being as bad as it could be. the alternative is being unprepared and not knowing what's happening. not idyllic bliss. it's panic at the worst moments. anxiety is the devilish price

Realized I never shared this short crummy little breakdown I made back in 2023, showcasing the datamoshing workflow with the DXR raytracing setup I was working on at the time. "Everything is rendered in realtime in #unity3d using custom post processing shaders & a custom DXR (raytrace) setup."

my brother in christ, you don't know how to optimize for the algorithm *because the algorithm isn't fucking made for us*. It's automated attention-shaping for advertiser RoI. they have no desire to "support your career". you have never been an influencer. you are guerilla marketing as a service

if you are an "influencer" and your influential trajectory is the status-quo without any critical or artistic vision, then you are little else than privileged buffer salt extracting capital from sociological inertia. we used to call these types Tools

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admonishment of protagonism often overlooks the privilege of comfort. I was raised on troubled waters. My sea legs differentiate between calm and antediluvian. to trust "things will work themselves out" is definitionally a privilege. it takes labour to do anything. people working in shared interest