llewyn

@sniperwifle.bsky.social

he/him ▪︎ 🔞

I thought I was aware of the pitfalls of lots of other people who thought top surgery was going to fix everything in their lives and tried to have my head on straight about it, but I guess I kinda thought top surgery was going to fix everything for me

man. I don't regret my medical transition because I think not doing so for too much longer may have broken me, and I could never go back now, but sometimes it really sucks, especially seeing as I live in one of the worst states and rarely fucking pass even after top surgery and 3+ years of T 🙃

me at work watching a nonstop rotation of ads for sports betting apps AI assistants weight loss drugs and charged political ads: I wonder if this was how the buddha felt after seeing the four sights

I had been watching daredevil during the period of time I tried to come out as trans for the first time and charlie cox as matt murdock was like transition goals/secondhand euphoria/whatever u wanna call it and now rewatching I regret to say. yeah. yeah.